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I have spent a long time here, which I'm not going into detail about. Whatever, I suppose at this f****** juncture, it's all busy f****** pointless...
F****** cheers, mate,
Sorry to hear you've gotten such a raw deal from life. Hopefully venting helps. I don't know if I can offer anything else useful. And I'll spare you having to listen to another person offering the same advice. I think I operate in a similar fashion. I like to plan and execute (capricorn energy), and I also have areas where I was never able to make any progress. It sounded like that process works just fine for you in some avenues though. Do you know what makes those avenues different from the ones you can't make progress on? Maybe looking at the differences will provide some insight at the very least. I hope you find the answers you're looking for and I'm happy to listen if you wanna talk any time.
I know well about locked doors and brick walls. and useless efforts that go nowhere. and isolation. and not being understood. and being failed by 'professionals'. lots of people have crap lives.
it's not getting what you want that matters, but attitude. think about this incarnation as a blip in cosmic time. it wont last forever. but if when you leave it you've gained something for your spirit such as the inner strength to endure s*** and not be pissed off then you've succeeded.
get out and do something useful and stop feeling sorry for yourself. the world is full of beauty waiting for you to enjoy it. if you open your eyes.
I think with your attitude I've wasted my time typing this. but I wish you well.
sorry Isolated if I sound 'high' minded. it wasn't intended. I replied because I hoped my effort might help you shift into a better and happier perspective. btw, your current perspective is obvious from your original post. It's possible to be happy even when things don't go your way. I know from experience. and yes, I do wish you all the joy and peace that life offers irrespective of the circumstances we deal with. its why I bothered to reply. :) <3
I can totally relate to feeling trapped. 30 years ill in bed hasn't been/isn't a picnic. I'm 61 now and still working determinedly to restore myself even tho I've made little progress as yet. lol have to laugh. ;D I resolve the stagnation issue by not allowing it to be inner stagnation. We can expand into better and greater versions of ourselves if we choose, be a truer wiser more good person, no matter what is happening in our lives. and actually that's all that matters. Take care friend. <3
I’ve been reset in this life 16 times.
I’ve gone to the same schools over and over
Met the same teachers the same “friends” the same crap bosses etc.
So I empathize with your frustration
Nothing seems to matter because the second I die I start from scratch.
Food for thought
1.) doing things does not mean the things are good or right (or even wrong) to do
2.) Every action will bring a reaction relative to the nature of the energy you put out (not going to say positive or negative because I honestly don’t endorse such notions of positive and negative, energy is just energyits the will of the user that makes it harmful or beneficial)
3.) I literally will never see anything beyond this life because I am forever trapped between the years 1992 and 2019. You think you got problems? I can’t even suicide to escape. Tried several times.
In your own way. In a calm neutral energy ask Source what it wants you to do. Ask it for guidance. Any impulse any feelings you might feel even if you disagree with them or it seems pointless (it really is) , follow those ideas and impulses even if it’s your own head talking to you.
Realize that the vast majority of people are clueless. That’s why they regurgitate the same cookie cutter lines constantly. They aren’t teachers they’re wannabes incapable of forming their own free thoughts
Blessings and Balance friend
I hope this helps and if not I can only apologize for trying.