"I understand... what man have turned God into, the idea of God, it's not a nice concept. :S"
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Tugging on the scalp just before deep meditation/waking dream- Is this a sign?
Started this discussion. Last reply by mikee 11 May 21. 1 Reply 0 Favorites
I was told to meditate today for the eclipse so I of course did. As I was settling down, I felt this pain on my scalp, right above my crown chakra, as if someone was pulling on the skin there.…READ MORE →
The Red sea? Sea of Ghosts?
Started this discussion. Last reply by Enlil Ninlil May 15. 3 Replies 0 Favorites
I was talking with someone and they were talking about 'Pharaoh's curse'... and I had this memory, this thing pop in, about how people weren't supposed to swim in the red sea? Sea of ghosts?Does this…READ MORE →
Chat?
Started this discussion. Last reply by Corynder Sarah May 14. 2 Replies 0 Favorites
What happened to chat? (I applied to the group a few days ago but it doesn't seem to be moving?) READ MORE →
Would like some help healing- Adult stuff, Relating to abuse in past, men, and loving a man's sacred masculine.
Started this discussion. Last reply by Kelly Lightchalice May 14. 11 Replies 1 Favorite
Thoughts- and if anyone has ideas for healing, that would be great.I have never dated a man. I have never kissed a man. I'm 26 and the most I've done is held hands with someone (who ended up dating…READ MORE →
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Hawk eye commented on Corynder Sarah's blog post Thoughts about God conciousness, the world"I completely understand what your saying. I saw a discussion on God before this one and decided not to post my feelings but when I saw the second discussion come up, I thought now I'm being tempted. Just something personal with…"
Corynder Sarah commented on Corynder Sarah's blog post Thoughts about God conciousness, the world"It's interesting actually, Hawkeye, because it took me a long time to realise that by disliking the masculine energy of the world, by viewing all men historically or recently as abusers or rapists, that I was also accusing my own…"
ShiVa commented on Corynder Sarah's blog post Thoughts about God conciousness, the world"Hi Hawk Eye, my understanding is that the story was depicted in that manner - an oppressive maculine God forcing this acceptance onto a woman. However, that really wasn't the case. Corynder is right - God is neither male or female. Mother Mary…"
Corynder Sarah commented on Corynder Sarah's blog post Thoughts about God conciousness, the world"Well, I suppose I view those events as not being by a masculine God. The gender was projected onto God because it was all men who wrote those books, and all men who ran the world. Things are changing.
And for Mary, really, 15 was normal back then to…"
Hawk eye commented on Corynder Sarah's blog post Thoughts about God conciousness, the world"I used to have a universal belief in a God force but I have had an experience of God that I don't like, in recent years. Very similar to oppressive religions or oppressive men in families who treat women not very nicely.
What…"
Corynder Sarah commented on Acyutananda's group Australian Starseeds"I understand :) When we have meetups in Melbourne... it feels incredible. Very healing. The last time, I just wanted to curl up and go to sleep lol... it was just like being around very old friends."
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God is everything. Every atom, every cell, every part of the universes that stretch out and loop, and wrap, and do things our brains can't fathom. God's the deepest parts of the universe, that which holds it together, the combined conciseness of every thing that this Universe contains and more. Physics calls it a different thing, religious people call it God, and maybe it's both... but it is not 'an old man in the sky'. It is something that binds your very atomic structure together, that is…See More
Article by Corynder SarahThoughts about God conciousness, the world
God is everything. Every atom, every cell, every part of the universes that stretch out and loop, and wrap, and do things our brains can't fathom. God's the deepest parts of the universe, that which holds it together, the combined conciseness of every thing that this Universe contains and more. Physics calls it a different thing, religious people call it God, and maybe it's both... but it is not 'an old man in the sky'. It is something that binds your very atomic structure together, that is…See More
Corynder Sarah commented on Light Storm's group Tau-Cetians Starseeds"I don't know if I am... but that picture's pretty attractive <3"
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A group created for those Starseeds from Tau-Ceti =). Everybody is welcome here!See More
Corynder Sarah commented on Acyutananda's group Australian Starseeds"LOL! If only... airport's an hour away, I have $10 in the bank till fri next week, and they are a bit high up to hitch a ride from here!
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- What Do You Identify With?
- Angelic
- What Is Your Mission?
- Light Worker (Healer)
- What Is Your Planetary Origin?
- Pleiadian, Arcturian, Universal
- What Is Your Soul Group?
- I don't Know
- Please tell us a little bit about you:
- Hi everyone :) I'm 26, studying to become a healer (when I can afford it!)
I think I always knew something was different, even deep inside, I used to play 'starship' when I was little by sitting deep inside a really large bushy tree and pretending it was a space ship. I played 'aliens' with a friend ... she grew out of it, I don't think I fully did. I used to start games with friends as a kid about 'calling aliens' and we'd try and make the bin move across the footy field... and I got a little startled with the realization that for me, it wasn't really a game, because it could really happen. I saw some odd things too, like 'lightning' striking my window sill when no one else heard or saw it, and UFOs over the years, extreme phobias of the dark and aliens in general... I didn't sleep without a light for YEARS... stopped for a year... then resumed needing a light. Sudden flashes of light scared the poop out of me, like lights suddenly turning on after a thunderstorm, and I couldn't look at pictures of aliens. I didn't connect with friends well or understand other people, even though I tried, and it seemed bizarre to me that friends and family couldn't understand why I could unconditionally love them and forgive them instantly. I also went missing once at night in camp, apparently, though it was only 10 minutes for me.
That basically sums up how it was till about 17.
When I was 17 I had a break down and suffered from major depression and suicidal times, I slept and wrote stories, it was pretty much a dark time that I have no real memories of as 'Sarah'. I couldn't watch sci-fi movies after 12pm if they had a certain 'alien' look in them. I couldn't sleep till the dawn came. There were no friends around. It was a very bad time and I can only describe it as a death.
Then there was the rebirth, which was slow and a little lazy, where I started to find glimpses of people with the 'different energy' which was familiar to me. That's when I got my name Corynder. I tried to study a few things, found human interaction difficult, routine difficult, moved out of home to work as a trainee which was hard but for the first time I was starting to express who I felt I really was, rather than who I pretended to be. I had incredible dreams, dreams of aliens, dreams of myself, I would wake and find myself out of my body instead of awake inside it, I met the Crystal Skull... I even started to explore this phobia of aliens and started to realize how silly it was... I joined a starseed website and forgot about it...
Then when I returned ot the website it was like I was really waking up, finally, the sun broke over the crest of the darkness I was lingering in, and light started to pour into my life. And that's where I've been since last year- in ever increasing light and understanding of self. I don't suffer from depression so much now, it's increasingly rare, I am getting to know my body, and have met starseeds in real life and found that, dispite my troubles with friendships, these people are like me... it's incredible, heart opening, like finding family after being lost. It makes friendships outside that so much easier. Basically, I'm falling in love with myself, which sounds very egotistical, but after 23 years of not loving self, it's a huge step. :)
I am also starting to open my mind to the lessons I need to learn... what I can offer this world and why I choose to come here... as well as meeting others. I feel that there are MILLIONS of starseeds, some more awake than others, but it's those who chose to awaken and seek others out that I could connect with and learn from ,or teach. I was told I was originally from the Arcturian angelic realm and when my twin flame came back, I followed them, I spent a lot of time in the Pleiadies. But now I am Solarian and very proud and in love with this earth. She's a beautiful place to be.
- What made you believe you are a Starseed/Walk-in? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
- I saw things when I was little that was odd and growing up, still believed strongly in aliens, even playing a game with a friend where we said we were both aliens. In my teen years there were strange events, possibly missing time, but I didn't think about it at the time and didn't question what was going on. I would also go through periods where I couldn't sleep without a light, unless I wasn't alone in the room, and times when I could sleep in the dark.
When I started to wake I dreamed about things. About aliens. About other planets. I didn't know about starseeds, having grown up in this household, but I did want to know about aliens. I had this big URGE to understand aliens. If I'd been better at maths, I would have studied astrobiology.
So when I came back... it felt like the right place to be. It felt like the site had a 'giant shiny spotlight' :)
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- What are your views of the Starseed Phenomena? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
- It's a part of the cycle, not new exactly, but I feel that it's increasing now. It isn't a rare thing though or special... we're more common than we realize, and I feel most of us don't even think deeply on it.
- What is your mission? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
- To love.
- What are your thoughts on Star People (Off Worlders)? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
- Everyone has the potential to be brilliant shining beckons of light, comforting and steady neutral pillars or explore their darker side through their life. This isn't just a human condition.
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- I saw Ysh pass by and followed. :)
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- I have joined :o
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Thoughts about God conciousness, the world
Posted on May 23, 2012 at 11:15pm 6 Comments 2 Favorites
God is everything. Every atom, every cell, every part of the universes that stretch out and loop, and wrap, and do things our brains can't fathom. God's the deepest parts of the universe, that which holds it together, the combined conciseness of every thing that this Universe contains and more. Physics calls it a different thing, religious people call it God, and maybe it's both... but it is not 'an old man in the sky'. It is something that binds your very atomic structure together, that is…
READ MORE → Blocks in the road
Posted on January 16, 2012 at 4:50pm 2 Comments 0 Favorites
Life is disheartening, I'm twenty six, I know that I should find a job. I know how to write a resume, a cover letter, and have sent who knows how many off. But what job? Where? Do I pretend to be suitable for a job that I'm not suitable for? Do I lie to potiental employers just to earn money? I'm not sure if I can do that.
I have worked before. Being an obese girl who had clinical depression in that job caused some problems with bullying in the workplace. Maybe I should have…
READ MORE → What is Schizophrenia? Does this child even have it?
Posted on August 29, 2011 at 6:00am 7 Comments 0 Favorites
January Schofield
Background
Infancy
Restless pregnancy and scare: January, nicknamed Jani, was presumed dead.
Stood out in the hospital for being quiet when babies fussed but crying when the room got silent.
Jani was unable to sleep for more than twenty minutes.
Required constant mental and social stimulation.
Father quit study, and her parents would take night and day…
Vision within a Crystal
Posted on July 18, 2011 at 3:30am 2 Comments 3 Favorites
I stand in a cave- a tunnel- and feel the salt in my taste, the wind buffets my hair, chilly breezy, but not unpleasent, grainy taste in feet and the walls feel slippery, rough, smooth too, veined with textures. The sea dances in front of me. It drifts-vapors escape the lightweight water, gravity allowing the water to shift between vapour and liqued.
The vapour water dances in the wind, carrying the salt with it, so moist. I taste the stones, the ancient stones, in the water. Birds…
READ MORE →Comment Wall (102 comments)
- At 8:12am on January 26, 2012,
Emrys said… Hey, thanks I Am doing great and You? :)
- At 5:55am on November 10, 2011,
Ain Light said… 
- At 8:15am on October 9, 2011, Emrys said…
Namasté :D Thank you hearty for the Friendship!
It's always so lovely to get to know / remember old friends (on this Plane) hehe
Light and LoveEmrys
- At 6:31pm on September 30, 2011,
Arisingmoon said… Popping by to wish you a **HAPPY BIRTHDAY!** I hope you have a really special time.
Lots of love and joy being sent your way! <3 x
- At 9:23am on September 26, 2011,
Meronym said… Hmm... The group I'm joining is starting Mod 9 tomorrow, so yes, I think it must be another one, awwe. I'm pretty sure... And I believe we have Roman? Heh, this'll be my third time having him as a teacher!
Mmm, assignments. ^_^ Heh. Things! ... I was going to ramble about them, but my eyes are closing. Sleeeeep time! But anyway... Speak very soon! And if you're in tomorrow... I might see you around? :)
- At 9:04am on September 26, 2011, Meronym said…
Oh!!! ... I'll be asking the Universe to keep it beautiful, then. Am sorry to hear that! Though I'm slightly confused, now. Heheh. Maybe I'm with the other group I've met people from? Which would also be really nice. Ahhh... Well, everything will be wonderful, hey. I guess I will have to catch you some other time! I've been busy during the Melbourne meet-ups, but I'm sure we'll work something out sooner or later. And I hope everything-- school and otherwise-- is wonderful! Including assignments *grins*!
- At 8:46am on September 26, 2011, Meronym said…
Yes! :D ... That is your class, isn't it? i'm also doing Mod 10 with you guys, after that... Yay! ... Your group are all friendly, right? Hahaha. I'm just centering myself now-- was a bit abuzz and unsure, but I know it'll be wonderful!
- At 8:36am on September 26, 2011, Meronym said…
Hello!! I believe I'll be seeing you tomorrow! :-)
( You had 111 comments before I posted this-- I do apologise for changing this-- but I'm feeling quite excited to be joining your class, so had to share it. Heh.)
I hope you are well/have a good night. Blessings for a restful sleep. x
- At 8:51pm on August 15, 2011,
Admin TeamלאדיYshatar (Anunnaki Hybrid) said… Penguins even lol
- At 8:48pm on August 15, 2011,
Admin TeamלאדיYshatar (Anunnaki Hybrid) said… What no penquins here?
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