The Consciousness Has Shifted...The Awakening Has Begun
Hello all! I am new here to INS and am seeking guidance!I seem to have a break in connection to my spiritual self and it has been troubling me for quite some time.. This has significantly happened…READ MORE →
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I have always known that I was different my entire life, and that I have always known I was reptilian in some way. From a young age I never felt human, and Earth never felt like my true home. Before I truly awakened in 2007 I always spoke of being cold-blooded, part lizard, and that I was alien. I'm sure my parents and friends thought I was joking then, but it was the truth for me.
My fascination with reptiles is a core part of myself that has always been. Growing up I was more interested in watching shows, reading, and learning about them than anything else. Anything to do with reptiles had me excited. Eventually I had finally adopted my first lizard when I was 12. I never felt such kinship with an animal than ever before, which has made them one of my lifelong passions that I love.
Fast forward to now and I am living with almost 20 reptiles. I share my home and currently care for a bearded dragon, blue tongue skink, savannah monitor, 4 leopard geckos, 5 crested geckos, 3 boa constrictors, a ball python, a woma python, a Taiwanese beauty snake, and a corn snake. We have also recently taken up a few arachnids. I care for all of these, and our dog, alongside my twin flame in our home together.
Along with my unconditional love for reptiles, I have always looked to the stars with nostalgia and saudade. Even when I was "home" I felt homesick. Only in my dreams did the feeling cease and for a short while I felt whole. I was my true self in these dreams and OBEs I experienced as my vessel slept. I was a dragon, an albino western dragon who flew among the cosmos. Though I do not know what home is for me yet still, I know what I am, a cosmic astral dragon.
I can feel the call for my true home in the higher dimensions as a draconic being of light. I am a guardian to my realm and overseer of the planes below, assisting those who need my guidance. Even if I am bound to this human vessel for now, I know there is a reason for it. I am needed here for something, a purpose here on Earth. That of which I intend to find out and succeed in.