Hello all, and thank you for reading.
I seem to have attached an entity to myself, (whatever that actually means), and what I notice is that it starts as a vacuuming in the base of my spine, and I start to feel my energy sucked until I am shaking, heart pounding, and out of breath. This is happening constantly on and off unless I stop it with my mind, and well it's not even 10-20 seconds it starts happening again unless I am distracted or in high states of love.
You can see that I have never started a discussion before, about anything like this because I usually end up healing my issues on my own, or time heals it,, but this has never happened before. I can't sleep at all because of this, (unless I finally and hopefully give in to exhaustion), that is why it is 3 am on a school night, and it can take serious effects on my physical health if I am not on a constant 24 hour mental guard. My guides have told me that this experience will help me in the future, and that it is apart of my soul path. I have DEFINITELY learned lots of lessons that have strengthened me, but tat this point it is suffering. I am 15 years old, and I would go to somebody that offers healing/clearing services but unfortunately in this world you need money, and I have none.
I don't know what many of you might offer me, but I would be grateful for anything. If any of you could help in a healing/clearing for me, or know someone who offers services for free, I would be in eternally and forever grateful and in your debt. I understand that healing can be performed by distance, and if there are any requirements to me being receptive please know that I have school 6 am - 3 pm monday - friday.
I also want you to know that I know where I acquired this situation, and I do not need to explain that over again, and that I have been asking constantly (because that's all I can do, 24/7) for the past two days for all my guides, ascended masters, angelic beings, all the highest beings of love and light, whatever you would like to call them , to assist in healing this situation, and I have multiple times performed healings on myself. Perhaps this healing from all the beings of light I have asked will occur later from now at a time that is best,( ?) but I am very tired of dealing with this and I just want to rest.
Thank you all for reading this.