The Consciousness Has Shifted...The Awakening Has Begun
ShiVa here from Sydney. Today I realised that the universe does listen. For whatever reason the energy was overwhelming today. I asked the universe to help me find more like minded people with whom I could connect with. Somehow I found this website.
I'm 32, and almost all my life I've known I don't belong here. At the age of 6, I remember looking up at the sky and telling my parents that God made a mistake - I'm not supposed to be here.
Fast forward some 26 years, and here I am, still struggling to survive in this world. So many psychic readings, connecting with spirit, seeking myself through God, and then I had a deep trance reading done with April Crawford. Her spirit guide revealed to me why I feel so disconnected and my purpose for being here - which was to help Gaia ascend. Was told I am one of only 100 of my type of beings. Strange, though she decribed my existence here perfectly.
Still don't know who I am, or what the true (full) purpose for me being here is. I was told that It wasn't my choice to be here...I was asked to come.
I am seeking more like-minded friends who can understand where I am coming from. Anyone from Sydney, Australia in here?
I may not be in Sydney but I do share similarities, it seems. If you'd like, Check out some of my art that is posted on my page and you might see something in them as I tend to channel through my art. I tend to get more and more meaning out of what I drew months sometimes years later.
I too, share a close connection with Shiva/Devi. The feeling I get is that I was Shiva and Devi if that makes any sense- or was there through them -but the feelings of direct intimacy are undeniable. I have strong ties with Narayana and very good connections with the Krishna energies, I also get teary eyed over Ganesha. I am not exactly sure what is the meaning of all this just yet, but I must have spent time among them from whatever world they come from.
My intuition says I have been with the earth for a good while but I did not begin here on this earth. I have some connection with Lyra and or Vega and based on other chats I have had with various friends I may have first shown up on those two worlds. My type of being on some level is as I am coming to know once again, a multiplicity, but I first entered this universe from another universe as some kind of cosmic dragon. I may have started doing the humanoid form on Vega and then worked with Lyra. Then at some Point I got interested or curious in Earth.
Welcome ShiVa , hope you enjoy the site! The main menu bar will lead you to many helpful articles on your way, look forward to connecting with you..much love!
Thank you Vaipxi and GoldWing!
Vaipxi, I too have a strong connection with Shiva. I've always referred to Siva and Devi as my parents. Haven't been able to confirm this. I seem to only feel comfortable or grounded when I'm focusing on them.
Hi Shiva, It's rahn. Happy to see you've found your way here. It seems like a good site. Look forward to further to interacting with you.
Hey mate welcome glad u found somewhere to share your feelings your not alone :P i live in syd now and there is a few aussies on here :P
@Rahn Yes, I found this site. I think this is the site Ori was speaking of. Lets find some answers shall we.
@David, a Sydney Sider - go the Aussies...I've been looking for a place like this for a long time. It's not great to see that others are going through the same things , though, atleast we're not going through it alone!
Yes this is the site that Ori spoke of. I do get a feeling that things are coming together as there is a common place that we and others can share experiences & ideas and bring them together. It's a wonderful thing.