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Has your Starseed FREE WILL ever been violated??? By doctors, forced medication, forced hospitalization, etc?

***I DON'T SUFFER FROM INSANITY, I ENJOY EVERY MINUTE OF IT!***


Hi everyONE <3 <3 <3

I am psychic since my childhood, but always had to hide it (I have grown up in the Soviet Union, Kiew, Ukraine). I have had a series of INTENSE awakenings through the past 2 years. They've been severely interrupted by my family as in the middle of my "wave" they have put me to a mental hospital with diagnosis "bipolar/manic-depressive", AGAINST MY WILL, where I was kept me for 3 (!) months, as I refused to take prescribed pharmaceutical medication (knowing it would affect the synapses of my brain and pause or even stop my ascension).

Due to the medication which I finally had to take - otherwise they wouldn't've let me out there - my ascending was indeed slowed down... It has basically broken off and regressed, so I had to start over again.

That very traumatic experience of being incarcerated and mentally raped has given me a lot to think about, as I always was a VERY FREE SPIRIT (esp. with the Sovjet Union childhood background and my severe allergy against ANYTHING that violates the FREE WILL of a being). This was the very first time I got locked in and was kept in an energetically draining surrounding I couldn't escape (just think of all the posessed people in there suffering from "scizophrenia"), where they tried to bend or break my Free Will. Just because I've exaggerated with spiritual excercises and had the euphoric impression, that we are already there, that the 2012 5D has arrived and I can tell anyone FREEly that I'm an Angel and they are, too :)))

Has anyone experienced anything resembling because of the misunderstood Starseed traits of character, being "different" or ascension symptoms? Doctor's diagnosis of being bipolar, ADD, ADHD, autistic? Forced medication? Pressure from the side of the family or partner to get "normal" and to "fit in"? Pressure from the side of the employer?

My story and stories of other Starseeds s often remind me of my Inquisition trauma, so I'm most determined to not let Our being different be stygmatized and turned against us AGAIN!!! It's a GIFT, not a WEAKNESS and certainly not an illness.

 

I would love to hear from you all as that would help us to share and heal each other. Often these things cause severe PTSD in Our sensitive Beings which get supressed, often over years, because of shame and false guilt and get never dealt with...

I *SIRIUS*ly *SIRIUS* - we should speak up to each other, so that these things HAPPEN NEVER AGAIN.

 

I LOVE YOU ALL IMMEASURABLY, beloved brothers and sisters <3 <3 <3 Very very very proud of you!!! :)))

HUGS and gentle NUDGES, your Sera

 

 

 

 

Tags: PTSD, ascension-stop, hospital, medications, memories, pharmaceuticals, psychological, trauma, violence

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Yes, I have by my parents...*sigh* but I know I am free!

 Also by forced medication and treatment.

Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry... What mediacation did they want you to take? From your other post I got that you are still on it? For how long by now? Side effects? And what's your supposed diagnosis? I love you so much... Be embraced by my wings and feel the warmth of my deepest compassion, I know how terribly you feel.............


They diagnosed me manic deppressive, although I've never been deppressive, only euphoric because of my intense visions. They've prescribed me Zyprexa and Tavor, alternatively Lithium, alternatively Cypramil (Cytalopram) as I refused to take any medication in order not to damage myself. They never read the patient info sheet with all the side-effects, do they?

 

And YES, YOU ARE FREE. WE ALL ARE, up from the moment where we re-member this, beloved Angel

Blessings to you, I love you deeply <3 <3 <3

 

Angelica Serena said:

Yes, I have by my parents...*sigh* but I know I am free!

 Also by forced medication and treatment.

Whatcha mean, pal, they have forced u to be spiritual here??? ;) :) luv ya, Sera

Chaotickid said:

Was forced here, too. =P

Im so happy you are coming through such harsh times and experiences, I grew up in an emotionally draining atmosphere, i had no choice, my whole childhood memories consist of deep sadness, confusion, fear, tiredness leading to a very heavy apathy. The apathy i slid into was a cocoon to actually protect my emotions and feelings from getting completely battered to a pulp. I have a very strong tendency to feel any guilt, shame or fear as that is how my younger family life imprinted me, for the past 13years i have been going through layer upon sometimes painful layer of unhelpful negative conditioning, seeking out at which point an unwanted behaviour pattern or belief became crystalized within my cells, my ego protected me then but now has become overprotective and in turn bullies me  in trying to stop me from growing out of pure fear and shame. Ive been called alot of things, shcizo, psycho, psychotic, depressed, slightly ADHD so i could have everything....but really i have nothing that can be defined by doctors :) (Thankgoodness) Im just pulling on through from tough beginnings, just like yourselves. I wish you all the love and healing in the world Seraphima and everyone else, You are so loved...we are so loved.

 

Lotsa Love Lorna

I think that, since we are slightly more ascended beings than most, modern science does not have a label for us so they diagnose us with all these conditions that we don't have. Don't get me wrong, I do believe that some might have these chemical imbalances, but most don't. Pharmaceutical company's are just making doctors push pills. If people would just endure and deal with their issues, rather than try and find an easy way out with pills, then people wouldn't such slaves to such things. I to was put on a whole list of medications in my youth. One day in high school I had enough and stopped taking everything. I am perfectly fine now. Just had to work through some of my issues. So I do feel your pain.

Another psych article. Yay.

I'll continue to say this as often as I have to. These are NOT and NEVER were a real illness or disease. The 'chemical imbalance' theory was just a theory and has NEVER had any evidence to support it. The illness labels are VOTED in to the DSM and a vote is hardly scientific. There are currently 374 supposed 'mental illnesses' in the DSM, yet less than a dozen (prolly less than half a dozen) indicate something wrong with the physical brain (like Alzhiemer's).

As for the medications, they don't work. Well, they don't work in treating or curing, but they do work in making people worse. The psychiatric drugs usually INCREASE or even CAUSE the very 'symptoms' they are supposed to treat. Side effects of anti-depressants include aggression, depression, mania, suicidal ideation/action. Anti-psychotics have been called a 'chemical straightjacket' and 'chemical lobotomy' because that's how they work; they essentially destroy higher mind/brain functions. ADHD meds (stimulants) can cause drug induced obsessive compulsive behaviours, so the kid isn't 'treated' they are just turned into a zombie that can do a repeatative task over and over again without complaining. All psychiatric drugs come with a wide assortment of side-effects, usually mirroring the very 'illness' they are supposed to treat. They are also designed to produce withdrawal and rebound symptoms. So if you're on psych drugs ALWAYS taper off slowly. Cause what often happens is people react to the drugs or they get obvious drug withdrawal symptoms, but because psychiatrists really have absolutely NO clue what-so-ever what they're doing, they don't see drug effects because they too have been brainwashed into thinking these drugs are effective and safe (they aren't), and instead see more symptoms of an illness that never existed outside of psychiatry.

Oh, and the drugs are mostly ineffective at treating whatever they're supposed to treat anyway, where anti-depressants and anti-psychotics have been shown in meta-studies to be no more effective than a placebo. That's right, psychiatric drugs are no more effective than a sugar pill, but they sure can be harmful.

 

So to wrap things up. Mental illness labels are made up. They aren't real illnesses or diseases. They aren't caused by a 'chemical imbalance'. The drugs are not only ineffective they are also potentially harmful and even lethal.

Yes I totally agree.

Ragnarok said:

Another psych article. Yay.

I'll continue to say this as often as I have to. These are NOT and NEVER were a real illness or disease. The 'chemical imbalance' theory was just a theory and has NEVER had any evidence to support it. The illness labels are VOTED in to the DSM and a vote is hardly scientific. There are currently 374 supposed 'mental illnesses' in the DSM, yet less than a dozen (prolly less than half a dozen) indicate something wrong with the physical brain (like Alzhiemer's).

As for the medications, they don't work. Well, they don't work in treating or curing, but they do work in making people worse. The psychiatric drugs usually INCREASE or even CAUSE the very 'symptoms' they are supposed to treat. Side effects of anti-depressants include aggression, depression, mania, suicidal ideation/action. Anti-psychotics have been called a 'chemical straightjacket' and 'chemical lobotomy' because that's how they work; they essentially destroy higher mind/brain functions. ADHD meds (stimulants) can cause drug induced obsessive compulsive behaviours, so the kid isn't 'treated' they are just turned into a zombie that can do a repeatative task over and over again without complaining. All psychiatric drugs come with a wide assortment of side-effects, usually mirroring the very 'illness' they are supposed to treat. They are also designed to produce withdrawal and rebound symptoms. So if you're on psych drugs ALWAYS taper off slowly. Cause what often happens is people react to the drugs or they get obvious drug withdrawal symptoms, but because psychiatrists really have absolutely NO clue what-so-ever what they're doing, they don't see drug effects because they too have been brainwashed into thinking these drugs are effective and safe (they aren't), and instead see more symptoms of an illness that never existed outside of psychiatry.

Oh, and the drugs are mostly ineffective at treating whatever they're supposed to treat anyway, where anti-depressants and anti-psychotics have been shown in meta-studies to be no more effective than a placebo. That's right, psychiatric drugs are no more effective than a sugar pill, but they sure can be harmful.

 

So to wrap things up. Mental illness labels are made up. They aren't real illnesses or diseases. They aren't caused by a 'chemical imbalance'. The drugs are not only ineffective they are also potentially harmful and even lethal.

Me too!

My be+LOVE+d sister, thank you so much for sharing <3 <3 <3

 

We all learn from these stories, learn to set the limits for stronger, brighter, more true to OURSELVES. And we learn a great deal of forgiveness too, as we leave that old stuff behind to never bother us again as we are truly free. AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN.....

 

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS

xxx your Sera



Ain Light said:

Hey dear Sister..first of all,love the pic!..my adoptive mother told me when i was a kid:"Child you are insane..you must hide your madness,and try as best as possible to get along in the world,cus life is hard..jus be like other people,for God,s sake!"..she started feeding me tranquilisers when i was about 13,whenever i was upset.."Here,take an Ativan,it will help a bit"..till i was addicted..Ativan is a schedule 5 tranquiliser..then at the age of 14/15,i started going to our family doctor,who had been my doctor since i was 10 days old..i told him i feel unhappy and angry often,an that i had trouble sleeping-and out came the scripts for the tranx and the sleeping pills..till my Awakening,i honestly thought either i was insane..OR every single other person was!..such a "culture" of mental ilness,i was raised in..Gertrude my adoptive mother who has since passed on,was mentaly disturbed,she seemed to be 2 people in one body,2 distinct personalities,even as a small child i could tell them apart..Anyway,yeah,the point is,i now will never allow anti-depressants or tranx in my body again,it is enslavement..Love, a^i^n.. 

Very true, Ragnarok <3

 

Plus imagine a young girl going into a clinic because of depression and getting out in 3 months time with 20 (!!!) kilo overweight... Plus the skin is ruined, the draw to live isn't there and her depression STAYED and GOT WORSE!!! Plus all the new factors about her appearance ruin her self-esteem, so in 2 months she is back in again, with depression, borderline and is highly suicidal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then all the so-called therapies of traumas, where people are forced to get back to rape, act of mental violence etc. other and over and over agin. Now, THAT IS RAPE. One needs to get rid of it, not to re-LIVE it...

 

So, dear souls out there, please discern well, what treats you right and what doesn't.

 

Always try a holistic approach first, before swallowing any prescribed pharmaceutical drugs and not getting off the psychiatrists couch ever - yes, THEY EARN MONEY WITH YOU. As long as people believe they need somebody *to mend their soul*....

You know best what's best for you.

 

Lotsa LOVE to all <3 <3 <3

xxx Sera

 

Ragnarok said:

Another psych article. Yay.

I'll continue to say this as often as I have to. These are NOT and NEVER were a real illness or disease. The 'chemical imbalance' theory was just a theory and has NEVER had any evidence to support it. The illness labels are VOTED in to the DSM and a vote is hardly scientific. There are currently 374 supposed 'mental illnesses' in the DSM, yet less than a dozen (prolly less than half a dozen) indicate something wrong with the physical brain (like Alzhiemer's).

As for the medications, they don't work. Well, they don't work in treating or curing, but they do work in making people worse. The psychiatric drugs usually INCREASE or even CAUSE the very 'symptoms' they are supposed to treat. Side effects of anti-depressants include aggression, depression, mania, suicidal ideation/action. Anti-psychotics have been called a 'chemical straightjacket' and 'chemical lobotomy' because that's how they work; they essentially destroy higher mind/brain functions. ADHD meds (stimulants) can cause drug induced obsessive compulsive behaviours, so the kid isn't 'treated' they are just turned into a zombie that can do a repeatative task over and over again without complaining. All psychiatric drugs come with a wide assortment of side-effects, usually mirroring the very 'illness' they are supposed to treat. They are also designed to produce withdrawal and rebound symptoms. So if you're on psych drugs ALWAYS taper off slowly. Cause what often happens is people react to the drugs or they get obvious drug withdrawal symptoms, but because psychiatrists really have absolutely NO clue what-so-ever what they're doing, they don't see drug effects because they too have been brainwashed into thinking these drugs are effective and safe (they aren't), and instead see more symptoms of an illness that never existed outside of psychiatry.

Oh, and the drugs are mostly ineffective at treating whatever they're supposed to treat anyway, where anti-depressants and anti-psychotics have been shown in meta-studies to be no more effective than a placebo. That's right, psychiatric drugs are no more effective than a sugar pill, but they sure can be harmful.

 

So to wrap things up. Mental illness labels are made up. They aren't real illnesses or diseases. They aren't caused by a 'chemical imbalance'. The drugs are not only ineffective they are also potentially harmful and even lethal.

I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt for two weeks in-patient and 1 month out-patient. I was forced to take an anti-psychotic (abilify) and and an antidepressant (zoloft). It has been three years and I am still taking those medications. In my opinion, I shouldnt be taking any medication because 1. I have never experienced any psychotic symptoms except for "paranoia" which was COMPLETELY JUSTIFIED at the time, and 2. I have had to try so many medications that havent worked for me that I am convinced that even the latest drugs on the market wont help me.

I was taugh no self help skills, only given medications to keep me from dealing with my problems. Everything that I know about helping myself I learned by my own. I still get panic attacks, despite the fact that i'm on meds, and I still get hopeless because I've seen how medications have changed my personality. I dont feel the emotions I used to feel. They have gotten more simpler and less frequent in my life. I feel more like a zombie than anything else (I've even had people tell me to stop looking like a zombie).

So my point is, to those who have to take medications or might have to start, try something natural that treats the whole person (mind, body, and spirit) instead of something that suppresses symptoms. In these 17 years  that I have lived I would never have imagined that I would end up hospitalized, but it happened, and despite the harm that its caused me, I feel blessed to still be alive and to see the world from another perspective.

HUGS to you, dear LIGHT <3 <3 <3


As far as your childhood is concerned - have had lots of it, too.

WE truly are loved and we are free, when we decide that we are <3

 

And this knowing makes us stronger every breath. You are not alone and I love you immeasurably, dear Angel.

Blessings to you and heal well, in harmony with everything that You ARE.

<3 <3 <3 Sera

Lorna said:

Im so happy you are coming through such harsh times and experiences, I grew up in an emotionally draining atmosphere, i had no choice, my whole childhood memories consist of deep sadness, confusion, fear, tiredness leading to a very heavy apathy. The apathy i slid into was a cocoon to actually protect my emotions and feelings from getting completely battered to a pulp. I have a very strong tendency to feel any guilt, shame or fear as that is how my younger family life imprinted me, for the past 13years i have been going through layer upon sometimes painful layer of unhelpful negative conditioning, seeking out at which point an unwanted behaviour pattern or belief became crystalized within my cells, my ego protected me then but now has become overprotective and in turn bullies me  in trying to stop me from growing out of pure fear and shame. Ive been called alot of things, shcizo, psycho, psychotic, depressed, slightly ADHD so i could have everything....but really i have nothing that can be defined by doctors :) (Thankgoodness) Im just pulling on through from tough beginnings, just like yourselves. I wish you all the love and healing in the world Seraphima and everyone else, You are so loved...we are so loved.

 

Lotsa Love Lorna

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