The Consciousness Has Shifted...The Awakening Has Begun
...I am in desperate need of guidance.
This is a long summary of my 'Self', but it is the first time I have posted anything like this online. Hopefully this is the correct discussion board for this topic, if not, my deepest apologies. I know my mission is mine alone to accomplish, but there are certain things I need confirmation on in order to really understand this unfolding plan happening in our galaxy.
I thank you all deeply for taking the time to read to this, and I hope that some of you may be able to provide me with the information that I need.
For the last half year I've noticed a change in my demeanour: not in a negative way, more so, I've had this insatiable thirst for knowledge of what's REALLY happening out there. At first, it was simple research on the Zeta Reticuli Grey's and Draco's, understanding who they were, what they wanted, and what their agenda really was. For hours and hours every day I scoured the internet, trying to soak in all the information I could. But it wasn't enough, I still needed to know more.
Then I stumbled upon a page about Pleiades. Instantaneously, my attention veered away from learning about these races, to discovering who I really was. I feel as though the Pleiadians have a strong connection to me, but I'm not entirely sure yet. I'm not certain if it's wishful thinking, or just my imagination running wild, or the hope that I actually have some hidden purpose in this world. Whatever it is, I can't stop thinking about who I am and what my mission is.
I'm a Fine Arts major at University, finishing up my last year of school. Painting, drawing, writing, singing, everything that uses creative intuition, I seem to excel in. Not to say I don't enjoy the sciences, philosophy, etc… it's just that I feel I can express the entirety of my feelings, thoughts and emotions onto a blank piece of paper or canvas. (on a side note, I will make a separate topic under the art forum and share with you my drawings of various alien races I've found of interest) I find that there is a limit when using words… the human language to me can't express what is actually happening inside my mind, so I use colours, drawings, songs or paintings to portray my thoughts. I've heard that the Pleiadians are extremely loving and creative individuals, but perhaps I'm just an artsy Terran. I really don't know.
I have a strong connection to crystals (quartz, howlite, lapis lazuli, hematite, obsidian, red jasper and fluorite are a few of my favoured crystals that I seem to resonate strongly with)
Purple is my mother's favourite colour, mine however, is turquoise. Even though turquoise is my favourite colour, I have always felt purple to be calming, and comforting. Almost like a… 'home' colour? It's an odd feeling that a simple colour can give you, I can't really explain it in words.
Even though I know my mother is my true earth mother, I feel as though my earth father isn't actually my father. I love him, so deeply it hurts, but I don't 'feel' the same as him. I don't have the same mental connections with him, and I can't exactly 'read' him all the time. However, my mother and I are both empaths and as weird as it may sound, we both can sometimes hear each others thoughts. For example, the other day I was sitting in my room relaxing, and then all of a sudden I had this strong urgency to water the flowers in our backyard. Somehow in my brain, I knew it was going to be the last sunny day of the week, and that the flowers needed to be watered before it got too cold and cloudy out. When my mom came home from work, she came into my room to say hello to me, and I told her I watered the flowers in the garden so she didn't need to. She stared at me and laughed and said, "That's freaky. I thought about telling you to water the flowers today, because I have a lot of running around to do and I was afraid I wasn't going to have enough time to water them."
I could brush this off to be coincidental, but this happens ALL the time. Not just every so often, but almost every time we are near each other. We will think the same thoughts, or finish each others sentences, or say what's on the other one's mind before they can even speak it. My mother had this same connection with her mother before she passed away. She sometimes communicates with my grandmother in her dreams, and is given advice every so often when they are able to establish communication. I don't know if this is prolonged grievance or actually a legitimate connection to my deceased grandmother. I would like to believe the latter, because it would explain a lot of things that I have been seeing more and more frequently.
I'm extremely sensitive to electronic frequencies and pressure changes in the weather. I can hear a TV on (just the black screen with power on, no actual television shows playing or sound) from at least several metres away. Even if it is sunny out, if the following day calls for rain, I get this extreme pressure building in my head until the next day finally passes. Although, this is a fairly common phenomenon with earth beings, but there is something else that seems to throw me off; Chemtrails. Whenever I see Chemtrails in the sky, I get extremely ill and nauseous. I try my hardest to stay indoors when I see them, but sometimes it's inevitable. Those who are around me when I notice the Chemtrails in the sky, don't seem to be bothered by them, and it baffles me. How is it that I can literally 'taste' or 'feel' the sulfate and other toxins that are released in the gas, and yet others just stand by oblivious to what's happening?
Synchronicities appear to me everywhere as well. Usually it is 11:11, sometimes I will see 555, and almost every night I wake up at 3:00/3:30 am. I keep a log now of how often I notice these phenomenon, and its startling to see that I have at least one or two synchronicities a day. I remember when I was about 16/17 years old. I was dating a girl at the time (I am not bi-sexual or homosexual, I merely fall in love with the 'soul' of the person I am dating, regardless of what they look like or what their gender is) and we were on a camping trip together. We went to this little no name market where we came across a tarot reader. My girlfriend at the time really wanted to get her fortune read, so we entertained the thought and went inside the tent. Once we entered inside, she got us to shuffle her tarot deck so she could do a general reading for us. The first thing she asked was, 'Who's the night owl?' I knew right then she was referring to me. I have always had trouble sleeping at night, in fact, I feel more awake then ever when the moon is out. She proceeded to tell me about the moon cycles and how they affect my body and mind. It started to all make sense to me then. Before going to this tarot reader, I had always thought my mind was just too active to shut down easily like other people. I had gone to a few different clinics growing up, including this sleep clinic I went to as a child. The tests showed that my brain activity ran five times faster than the average human brain. This doesn't mean I'm super smart, in fact, it's hard for me to focus on something unless I pour all my energy and attention into that one particular thing. As the years passed, I began to connect the dots, until it led me here.
I've read up on the physical appearance of alien races, the Pleiadians being the most likely relevant to me. My own physical appearances include pale skin, blonde hair, blue eyes, petite frame, height of 5'0", and my most odd feature definition, a pointed ear. Not just slightly pointed, but formed so there is no folded cartilage around the outer exterior. It is literally the picture image of an elf ear. I also have a birthmark on my upper left leg that sort of looks like Orion's constellation. This could just be pleasant fantasy in my mind, but it's hard to disregard everything as coincidence now.
I could go on and on about this list of relevancy, but I will share my experiences and thoughts for another discussion. I have carried on long enough, and now I am just eager to hear from my hopeful brothers and sisters. I do not know if I am of Pleiadian decent, I do not know if I am a lightworker or a starseed, and I do not know if all of this is just in my imagination or not. What I do know is, regardless of who or what I am, I am just happy to be a part of this life, and hopefully be of some help in the midst of humanity raising its higher consciousness.
May love and light be with you all.
Thank you so much for your reply Earthwalker,
I have watched numerous video's on starseeds and the pleiadians, but I haven't stumbled across her videos yet, so I will definitely give them a watch~
try to find someone on this site that can read you, There alot of knowledgeable people on this site that are very loving and can help you out:)
I get a slight feeling that you might be pleadian. There are also youtube vids of pleadian traits, Check if it matches with you..
And think about, that something led you here. It seems all that came to this site had some urge to understand something in their life, And most of them found it:)
Much love and take care, i really hope you find more answers..
A lot of the stuff you wrote resonates with me. My new approach is to follow my intuition and really trust it! (Really working so far!!!!)
What can happen? Probably only good stuff:-) You know, go out on the branch and grab the fruit:-)
I just recently joined and have similarities to the numerations, i.e., 11:11, 5:55 etc., etc.. Likewise, I wake every morning at or around 3:13-3:30. I expressed myself through my art, then became focused on work to such a degree that everything fell by the wayside. I found security and solace in a job well done. Whether it was or not is perceptive on the beholder I'm sure. I have learned meditation techniques that have helped me a great deal as of late. I too find an unquenchable thirst for learning more and more about all things, and applaud your efforts and progress. You are quite further along than I am I see this for certain.
Here check these ones out, it is numerology. On the numbers you wrote down on this topic, It is about message from you're angels and activating you're dna:)
Hello, I can give you guidance on the universal level.. facebook.com/theupdf
this also may be of interest to you, also their page on FB, I identify with both Pleiades and Sirius B.
I've been seeing 11:11 since 1987, as well as 4:44.
These numbers are connected with doorways or portals opening and new energy being poured into the earth.
love and light
What a great post! EVERYTHING you described is classic starseed.
From the beginning when you said you began to see changes, did you or were you aware of hearing any kind of snap or pop sound in your head that got your attention?
This would be when your "pineal" gland was activated and your starseed "codes" were also activated. Hence the intense desire to learn about "star' system peoples if you will.
The colors and stones? They are the Chakra stones, your turquoise is your "throat" chakra and indicates that your desire to find your voice/purpose is foremost in your life, the red jasper is a sacral stone on the Chakra and is the base where healing and vibrational raising begins.
Amethyst is the crown chakra or the ascension stone, either way it's a strong indicator that you are becoming self aware and awake. Give yourself some time and all will become clear to you. Our "earth" has been undergoing a huge change in the last year as the Pleidians have been getting ready to "free" us from slavery. You are very sensitive to the changes, so that's awesome. Your mum is more than likely someone that you made a contract with prior to coming to this incarnation. Everyone that is in our life we have ongoing contracts with how ever many times we have lived!
You could have also be a "new" soul and your mother literally came to nurture and help you step down your energy to be in this world. There are many "volunteers" that want to help earth transition into 5D, so new souls have entered our dimension in the last twenty years...first we saw the Indigo children, then the Crystal Children and now the Rainbow Children _ check out Doreen Virtue. Know that you are not alone!
Hope this helps :)
There's some really helpful information for sensitives under the theme of grounding and protection, to do with the nervous system getting overloaded to easily and ways of clearing the chakra vortexs, if you wish i could share these techniques with you, i took a course in psychic studies because I was feeling overwelmed at the time with hypersensitivity. xox
Kara, I'm no expert and new to this site. Having said that I offer this: I think if you quiet your mind and dig deep you already know the answers to most of the questions you are asking, in reference to are you this or that. You just have to look within and trust your "gut". Keep researching and putting the pieces together. At least that's what seems to work for me. After all, we are all whoever we think/believe we are. I think you just realized or (started to) who you really are. It's exciting, amazing and kind of difficult to wrap your mind around at first. It's also something you have to figure out. By that I mean I don't think anyone else can define who you are, but you. You are an amazing being whatever the case, as are all beings. If only everyone would realize this fact. I wish you the best on your journey of discovery. LL
My guess is that you are a being as vast as the universe having a human experience. That to me means that you are not a part or a descendant of anyone or anything else. You are the first cause making everything else a piece, a part, a descendant, or ancestor of you. You are greater than all others. Not meaning that you have any more importance than anything else because everything has purpose or it would not be here. You are a consciousness super imposed over all that is. So don't get a big head now just go and enjoy your miraculous existence!