My experiences (From childhood to the present)

Hi all,
Today I am going to start sharing my encounters I have had with UFOs and extraterrestrial entities some good and some not so good, all of these stories may seem far fetched but I assure you all of them are true however I am not asking you to believe my stories because whether you believe or not is entirely up to you and really does not change a thing, they still happened and continue to happen...I am just sharing and collecting my experiences...so we will start off the first post with my first few encounters and awakening:

At the age of 8 years old I had already encountered many odd and unusual things. My experiences began with the death of my father. Then began the dreams of aliens and prophetic visions of various futures of earth. Then as I grew older so did the experiences but none were so like the start of my contact with ET life back when I was a little girl. My mother still remembers the severe nose bleeds night after night and my stories of encounters with little grey beings. Also however as I grew older I began to have encounters with other races such as beings from Sirius, Pleiades and Alpha Centauri..etc I was always told by these beings that I was part ET but I never believed it until I had a life altering moment in my life in which I now realize just why I have always had extra terrestrial contact throughout my life.

10 yrs ago I awakened to the reality that everything that I had experienced throughout my life growing up and all the dreams had to do with my nature, my angelic, starseed or whatever you wish to call it origins, however I still denied the fact of the matter until I could no more. Eventually physical manifestations began to take place whether from an outside source trying to get my attention or my own higher self the signs where there .

One of the things that occurred was that I began to notice my influence of not only the environment but people around me I had an uncanny ability to detect and ward off dangerous situations I classified this as one of my natural gifts and not much else after all I figured everyone could do that. However Things intensified and I began to affect electrical equipment, make lights flicker as well as receive odd looks from medical professionals who proceed to tell me that I have a strange quality to my blood. Still I was stubborn at the time and did not necessarily bod well with the thought of being anything other then your average American girl but apparently reality had other plans for me.

Soon after I became friends with someone who through a series of encounters led me to open up further to more alternative topics then I was used to and eventually she convinced me to go to a "silly money stealing psychic" is how I labeled it at the time, on the way to the psychic my friend asked me: Do you feel human? the words out of my mouth were: Come again? I looked at her as if she was completely mad and I said well of course I feel human don't you? but I knew deep down inside that I did not, I could not I had no chance of feeling human because ever since I can remember I have felt deep down inside that I did not fit in with the human race, that I was in the wrong place and when I looked up at the heavens I felt that somehow that's where I was meant to be.

There was an uncomfortable silence which I assume were our thoughts racing well at least mine were and after a while I looked at my friend and said: No I do not feel human. and left it at that, soon after that we arrived at the psychic and as soon as we entered I sat down, paid the fees reluctantly and expected to be told that I was going to die unless I bought a spell or what not but to my amazement she actually stunned me with her accuracy and I was bothered by how she knew things about me that I never told anyone....below is a summary of what she said:

You are not depressed my child do not let them medicate you with their poison, you have not allowed your true form to shine but soon you will have no choice you cant deny yourself the truth.

Needless to say I tipped her and walked out feeling like I had entered another dimension it had impacted me so much that I asked my friend to just take me home, weeks later I was still thinking about this message because it made me feel trapped on all levels.

Here I was finally starting to come to terms with my true self and I felt more alone then ever before I tried to tell my close friends and family and that was the worst thing I could ever do my family completely stopped talking to me for yrs and I felt trapped on a planet/dimension that would never understand.

Several NDEs took place but the most profound one was when I was clinically dead for a short while for a short while (not long enough for me) I was in a place that seemed so familiar and welcoming to me a place that I knew was home, my true home which allowed me to finally see the beauty of not only of myself but of the world I had left behind for a short while and after that is when I really became empowered and proud of myself that I finally gave up the struggle and just accepted the fact, since then it has been a smooth road.

Now flashing back a bit I go in to my childhood which was quite the adventure although at the time I didn't quite see it that way because I was living in a strict catholic household and I really believed in the faith of my family yes the faith of my family not my own because even though a lot of the times the fear tactics used by the catholic religion and most other organized religions worked on me most of the time something inside me knew that it was not right, what I felt inside did not match up with what the preacher was professing.

A part of me thought that the experiences I was having was due to demons, evil spirits etc and thus I at times thought that I was bringing these things upon myself and you can imagine how that would make an 8 year old child feel but something was not matching up as I realized that the more I communicated with these beings and accepted my experiences with love instead of fear the more they helped me not only confront other fears I had in my life but also they helped me realize that I was not evil and that the world I knew off was an illusion of course however I did not pursue it much beyond that.

The reason for this was because a lot of the times I would upset my mother when I mentioned anything in regards to the spiritual world so I learned to keep things to myself or ignore them all together but the experiences kept happening and getting stronger for example when I was 8 years old my father died of a bran tumor and this took me and my family by storm because my father not once said anything was wrong and his death was so sudden. He never showed any signs of illness until the very very end literally until almost a few wks before his death.

And the only way the truth came out was through a phone call from the local police who called us to come to the local emergency room because my father had been in a car accident. Upon arrival the doctor had told my mom that my father had a tumor and it was to late to do anything and the tumor was the cause of the accident it had caused my father to temporary go blind while driving on a major road way (thankfully no one else was hurt) it had caused him to veer off and hit a pole head on and while my father did not die on impact he was unconscious for a while and the doctor said that he expected my father to wake up but only gave my father 48 hours at the most.

This whole ordeal coupled with the experiences I was having but could not speak of really affected me in a way that caused many changes within me, my father was also my best friend he was everything to me and the greatest person I ever knew even though I was only 8 and if it was one thing I learned about him it was to ALWAYS be myself no matter what and that spirituality came from the self. My father could not deal with the pain he was going through and asked that me and my sister leave the room so he could talk to my mother so we left and waited outside and a few minutes later my mother came out crying and told us that after my father had sung her the family song he had begged her to allow him to pull the plug that was keeping him alive.

After the death of my father I was confronted with the reality of death a topic that I barely understood but had knowledge of it somehow subconsciously, somehow I knew it was not the end and that one day me and my father would meet again. The one to truly take it hard was my mother for weeks she did nothing but cry and that is what made me hurt even more but eventually we got through it and healed and as time went on the question that dawns on most peoples minds who lose a loved one began to dawn in my mind. I wondered could he still be around? could he still be watching us from afar making sure were OK? could he be trying to give us a sign that he is OK and that he made it? I wondered these things many times.

Then one day my sister reported that one night she had a dream of my father dressed in white and smiling and my mother also told me that at night she felt someone getting in to bed with her on the side where my father always slept and although I was happy for my family I was a bit saddened that my father had not given me any signs or come to me in dreams. Years went by and I moved on began dating, hanging out with friends and exploring life but my interest in spiritual/paranormal topics just would not go away.

I began reading as much as I could about spiritual and paranormal topics and would never ever miss a show of unexplained mysteries or any other show that dealt with these topics and it was like the more information I absorbed the more I wanted it all seemed to resonate with my soul so deeply and I thought back to when I was younger much younger not even in the double digits yet and attended church with my family and sitting there listening to the priest and reading the bible and thinking that I felt so disconnected but I could not understand until now.

I eventually stopped concerning myself with these subjects and wanted to just be normal whatever that meant I wanted to just hang out with friends and go to the movies and parties and just be normal, it was like I was fighting with myself I did not want to be known as the weird girl or the evil girl or anything of the sort though that did not last long as I eventually realized that I was a medium and could actually speak to the dead though I did not realize this as a child because I really thought it was just a natural default human attribute. I realized that I had not seen any external paranormal activity from my dead father because we had been speaking the whole time telepathically, I remembered that when I was small I would tell my mother things like: Don't cry mommy daddy says he is OK and he loves you.

I eventually joined a local paranormal investigation time and volunteered as their on site medium I would not only let them know if a particular place was haunted but I would tell them exactly where the spirit was and every time I was right and on many occasions I produced great EVPs and digital photos and many times I would know the history of the business or resident before they even told me. I was with them for many months before I moved which saddened me but I had to leaven my current situation I was in. I began to work as a psychic for an online company and my ratings were through the roof (and I still have that proof) but I then decided that I did not want to charge people anymore for information that was meant to be free for all I think anyone who charges for spiritual information or information from spirit is a SCAM.

Throughout my life I have had spiritual experiences and most have been with beings from beyond our planet some who were part of a number of planetary organizations dedicated to maintaining peace and balance throughout the galaxy, they served as our older siblings watching over us but allowing us to live and only being there if we personally seek their assistance or if your a starseed which is what I am so they have always been in my life and we have since then developed a very close relationship and share with me mounds of information not yet published by choice because I feel that the messages are so deep and personal but I may one day publish some of the information.

Throughout my life I have come to learn many things through their guidance and I have learned to detect a few things as well, we continue to be in contact to this day and I am very thankful for that since they have helped me realize that fear is an illusion as is this reality and that I am here for a greater purpose and that is to help enlighten humanity to their true potential not to SAVE anyone but to show the world how to save themselves.

July 9th 4:46 Pm
The "Big Boy" UFO
Age: 8-10 years old

This was my very first encounter with a UFO which I call the Big Boy UFO due to it's enormous size this thing was almost the size of a football field and I am not saying this because it is the typical UFO encounter jargon this object was huge and I remember every detail of this thing it was metallic but it was not the typical metal that most of us see every day it was a fine smooth metal and it was perfectly shaped symmetrically, perfectly oval, I do not recall seeing any windows but I remember it having different color lights interchanging...it is hard to put in to words exactly what I saw but what I remember the most was lights changing colors and direction from vertical to horizontal around the ship and I also remember that it was hovering quietly, it made no sound whatsoever except for a slight whirring turning type sound and it was very very low.

I was not the only one who saw this ship others in my neighborhood saw it to as well as my mother and my mothers friend and son...we all stared at the sky in aww just standing there for a few seconds, then I ran upstairs and hid under my bed, after a few minutes my mother came upstairs and told me to come out she said the ship had just vanished, just seemed to vanish up in to the sky...I asked here after a while if I could go back out and see if anyone else could share their experience so she said OK and took me outside I went and asked everyone else and this gets even stranger no one even remembered being outside that day all the people who lived near by who also were looking up at the this ship in the sky did not even recall being outside....(what?...MIB anyone?) so me and my mother went back upstairs literally confused I did not understand what happened then but I do now, but what I do not understand is could these people have been influenced by the MIB so quickly? it was only an hour after I went back inside!...no one ever spoke of that experience after that except for me and my friend who said he had felt strange during the encounter he said he had felt a strange tingling sensation through his body almost like being underneath a huge church bell as it rings.

Date Unknown
The Abduction
Age: 16-17 years old

This encounter was the most frighting and seems to be related somehow to the "Big Boy" encounter I do not know if somehow this was due to me remembering the craft or what but this experience left me totally shaken and left me with a physical injury that lasted 2 days and even though I went and sought medical attention the doctors never could tell me what was the problem...they said that there was nothing wrong with me and that it must have been a self inflicted injury that I did without my knowledge but even if it was what you will read below does not last two hole days.

I don't remember how I got on the ship but I woke up in a type of pod much like the one you see on fire in the sky, although I did not have all that disgusting stuff on me, I remember being very cold but I know that I had to run and I had to run fast because I knew that the beings on this ship were not friendlies I remember running very fast and trying to get off that ship and on to another ship which at the time seemed totally ridiculous to me but before I could even reach any type of exit I was confronted by the Grey who began to pursue me they caught up very fast it felt as though all I did was blink and they were near me.

During the whole time they were pursuing me they were communicating with me telepathically giving me instructions to put something in my right eye that I did not even know I had but I refused anyway until they caught up with me and forced whatever it was in to the back of my right eye....after that I awoke in my bed feeling fine though a little shaken and slightly confused but I thought nothing of it and thought it to be nothing but a dream until I went to the bathroom.

Once in the bathroom to brush my teeth I noticed that my right eye was swollen and after trying everything I could to make it go down I finally sought medical attention however the doctors could not understand what was wrong with my eye and they finally said that nothing was wrong with my eye so i asked if I could have possibly poked my eye in my sleep...the doctor replied that it could be possible so I left with that but 2 days later I called the doctor back and explained that my eye was still swollen which made my doctor even more confused and me even more convinced that this was not accident.