So I was doing me thing last night not trying too hard to force information to come but damned if it didn't come anyway. It is so weird some of the gestures and things I find myself doing during these meditations. So yeah I got the idea in my head that we as humans or rather beings living a human experience when we grow up we feed these... things. I think everybody gets 2 because of the nature of duality and what have you. 2 beings that we feed and create with our minds and energy. This is like the little angel and devil on our shoulders so to speak. They fight with each other for our attention like children tend to do. It also reminds me of that old native american story about the 2 wolves in the heart of every person and so on. They are just energy but we breathe personality into them and give them minds that after awhile becomes more independant. Some of these beings that we create can actually become strong enough to survive after we have died but most I think dissolve back into the field.
 
   I also got the message that for the most part the 2 major factions interacting with humanity are in affect from our future. They are fighting for us to choose a path that will help reinforce their reality matrix so to speak. Ultimately the decision is ours because of the law of free will but they do what they can to influence that decision. This happens all over the universe I think.
 
   As this stuff is going through my mind I kind of get the feeling of being watched. I open up my eyes and in the darkness of the bathroom I see something. It had no real destinction but it was like this blob of shadow that was darker then the rest of the blackness. It moved around a little here and there but mainly sticking around the corner of the room right above my head. So I smile and whisper, "yes, I see you." I say " I am aware of you and you can not have my energy. I rebuke you, I I have free will." At that I kind of get like a message from it saying "I have free will too!" So I say "I bet you do but you can't have my energy. I am stronger then you." Then I think of my little girls in the next room and the thing is kind of like "yeah, I can get to them." So I kind of pray for protection for them. I humbly asked for them to be safe and stay safe and I told the shadow thing that I loved it. It didn't go away and didn't like turn to light or anything but I felt like it might of had some kind of effect. It seemed to lose some of it's fight or bravado or whatever. So I asked for protection and assistence for my family again, focused on love and was basically done by this time.
 
   So that is my report on my most recent experience connecting more fully with the morphagenic field. I don't know if there is anything useful for you there. Sometimes I wish I could take paper and pen in the tub with me or something. It seems like so much comes but I can't recall everything later on, much like waking from a dream. I am not asking for any advice but if you have anything to say on this experience or the info I believe I recieved please feel free to comment. If not I will continue with what I am doing. Have a great weekend!