The Consciousness Has Shifted...The Awakening Has Begun
I do not know if this is the appropriate setting for a personal blog, however I feel that the way my mind functions can provide a useful insight to starseeds who may be facing unique challenges. What you will be reading henceforth is not the blog of a single person, but of several minds who have lived alongside me throughout the formative years of my awakening. We grew up together, and faced the trials of finding oneself in the adult world as a single being.
Recently I have been attempting to become whole with myself, but in order to do so I must understand every aspect of myself. I recognize each of these essences as some part of my internal being, and when combined we form one whole person who walks about this corporeal world. The challenges of living alongside several minds are infinite in nature, and so I hope my combined experiences can help to enlighten those who may be facing similar challenges to those I have already attempted to overcome.
You will likely experience the world through their eyes, and catch glimpses of the Universe as they see it. All of us exist as a human but also in a place of the mind, and spirit where we can come together to view our respective residual self images. As you may have guessed loneliness has been a large factor in my life, and who is to say where the root of my perceptions lies buried? All I know is that they are real to me, and because of them I am real to myself. Any debates about mental illness and metaphysics can take place elsewhere (and if they do I would eagerly engage in them), because to me this is just one small corner of reality where the parts of myself who have existed in the background can finally step into the light.
This portion of the article is only meant as an introduction, and in the replies below I plan to post individual entries from each of my personas (as they choose to write them). If you feel a need to seek clarification on any points please do not hesitate to do so, but I ask that you be respectful of the flow I hope to present in this blog. If you feel that after leaving a single comment I have not addressed your issue please send me a private message, and I will clarify whatever points you require by adding editorial footnotes. If this format is not acceptable for the moderators I apologize in advance (I am quite new here), and will gladly work under your direction so that my entries can be viewed most effectively.
As I prepare to publish this blog three entries have already been written, and I will confess that they are also being shared on an otherkin community (mostly because I have met otherkin in person, so I know my experiences can also help them). Once again it is my hope that somehow these experiences will help others who may be facing similar ordeals. I hope you enjoy catching a glimpse of the minds who have helped to shape me these past 20 years.
Although I can't guarantee you will hear from all of them (two have recently retreated into the recesses of my mind) these are my contributors:
Leppender: my main persona although I still haven't figured out how to live quite yet.
Airrizzon: my dearest friend, and the one who took over for several years when I was too hurt to live.
Otan: Captain of the ship (which is how I view my body), and final word when it comes to internal harmony.
Ralbos: second in command to Otan, and the root of my scientific mind. He works tirelessly to manage my chronic pain conditions, and helps me to understand the finer points in life.
Dalbet: he embodies every moral and value which is precious to me, while also providing a stoic countenance when it is important to hide my physical discomfort.
Ratal: truly this one man is the reason I find the courage to laugh, plus his keen mind quickly grasps solutions that are often overlooked by others.
Tangora: once represented lust and vanity, however has presently withdrawn to find where he can fit comfortably into my life.
Chander: once represented a carefree nature, however has presently withdrawn to find where he can fit comfortably into my life.