I am so glad you found it useful.  It's funny as this is all I really originally wanted to post to you as I feel only you can help yourself to feel better.  I looked at your profile and it made sense if you have come with divine blueprints to help earth then you probably can assist yourself more than most here on this planet could with their limited knowledge of the soul and body.

I then looked at it and thought perhaps it would come across as cold and malicious to say something like this to someone who is ill without trying to help them myself first.  Lol. You have taught me a valuable lesson about listening to my initial feelings first and not trying to pollute them with fake modern 'morals' about what should and shouldn't be said to who.  Thank you for this lesson.  I hope you feel better soon and get out of hospital l n l xx

Maybe you need something more subtle to tune yourself back into your own higher energies I think maybe your too advanced for whatever techniques we may have on this planet for healing.

http://www.bryandeflores.com/accelerator.html

I haven't tried one of these before but I felt a lot more connected just by looking at some of them in the tiny web format I'm definitely going to order one when I get paid to use while meditating.  l n l xx

Sorry if I caused you any trouble or distress you said in your post you didn't mind if people wanted to send you healing energy and if you disappeared I would feel responsible if I DIDN'T try and help you in some way.  I thought that you were indirectly asking for help.  I think if your body is rejecting reiki it could be because your own energy is too strong and you need to find ways to heal yourself.  I know that nothing can be fixed overnight by alternative therapy but perhaps you can find something that will ease the pain you are suffering.  I feel guilty now I've upset you please let me know how you are getting on and that you are ok. l n l xx

thanks...yes finding any somethings is important.

You look splendid as well! :) and thank you! ((hugs))

Be well.

Gaiaithil

Happy Birthday! :)

Hey what happened to your post about the new disclosure documentary? I was going to reply but it was gone?

Happy Birthday. Hope life is steadily getting better and better for you. Take care.

Hello beautiful soul <3 <3  Thank you so much for your wonderful welcome <3 <3 I have been in process of another mission and have had little time to really connect with people here or utilize the most amazing source of information and community <3 I should now be able to invest more time and I am looking forward to making this community a home <3 I am an avid researcher and seeker of truth so any information that you feel led to share would be much appreciated and well received <3 Sending you big warm hugs and positive healing energies Bright One <3 Namaste <3