Ok, so I have been hesitant to list my ailments and such as I know it opens up the playing field for healing to take place, and those first steps are always such a challenge. I have been feeling exceptionally week and bogged down., I have also felt 'depressed' in the basic sense of the word for most of my life. I asked to go to a counselor at 13 when I couldn't stand it anymore... then I was hit by a car. I went back to the counselor and told her I was cured, I didn't need help anymore, I felt… READ MORE →

Ok, so I stumbled upon this site several weeks ago, seemed like they had a good idea of what's going on and the site contained a lot of info I have been on the hunt for. It also seemed like they made it into a game, which sounded like a great idea! Oh then there was the fee for lifetime access, yes the red flag went up in my mind, but I thought maybe this would be worth it if it was what it claimed to be. And the price intrigued me, $13.13. 13 was a lucky number of mine for most of my… READ MORE →

Something shifted in me yesterday, I dont know if it is fear based or anger or tough love, maybe a certain level of intolerance for negativity and disappointment in my family. I have read fighting negativity doesnt help.... what about the idea of fighting back by just being a loving presence? well that just keeps blowing up in my face. I recently learned of the echo theory, I guess they would say I have not changed vibrationally. Um, isn't there a time when you are permitted to leave those who… READ MORE →

i know i should love, but i feel fear, i want this place to feel loved, why do we feel on the verge of destruction. my son, i want peace in the world i brought my son into... i had to fight off negitivity from my own mother today to keep him in the light... i am so torn... i felt uprooted today. feels like time to pack for a long uncertain journey.

Clarity please