Tanner Lane
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Speaking In Tongues / Ancient Languages

Started this discussion. Last reply by Tanner Lane Mar 16. 31 Replies

Does anyone else speak in tongues? If so, what are your thoughts about it; what have you learned, what happens when you speak it, where did it come from, etc...I found myself able to talk fluidly in…READ MORE →

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Tanner Lane replied to sothis73's discussion Free Q&A-Sirian Perspective-Hall of Records/Egyptian
"As a sort of mirror, to show people what they need to see. thank you sothis. I think I'm going to have a lot more confidence going out and being around people from now on"
yesterday
Tanner Lane commented on adeomus's group Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?
"If its so and its right, that is cool. But I wont ask for anything in specific. I dont even have much of a clear idea of what it is I could ask help with. Actually right now I dont even feel that theres anything pertinent that needs any work to ask…"
Monday
Tanner Lane replied to JD97's discussion Animal Spirit Guides - Whats yours? :) in the group Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?
"I think you might be right. The panther is one that Im most familiar with, and ecen when I kept on looking for it, hoping to get more visions of it, it was usually just for the purpose of being able to still see it, to know that its still there. But…"
Monday
Tanner Lane commented on Turquoise Water's blog post Path of the Sacred Clown
"Turquoise Water It was a little embarassing to read your commet at first, because it is hard to stop the patterns of thinking "this is what i am" and going along as if knowing it and having an identity confirmed by someone else is what I…"
Monday
Tanner Lane commented on adeomus's group Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?
"If someone could help, that might be nice, but ive stayed away from askig people to work their magic and try to clear whatever it is thag jumps in me. Partially due to fear of getting into anything with anyone else, and also a little bit of the idea…"
Monday
Tanner Lane replied to JD97's discussion Animal Spirit Guides - Whats yours? :) in the group Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?
"The wolf surprised me more than the others, and disappeared from sight after just a moment. I started to think right as I saw it about the old proverb of the two wolves within us. One is humble, kind and loving. The other is angry, ferocious and…"
Monday
Tanner Lane replied to Snow Phoenix's discussion Are there any movies or TV series that deal with Starseeds ?
"Theres a show on Netflix called Travelers. It's not about Starseeds exactly, but about humans from hundreds of years into the future who project their consciousness into the bodies of people who are just about to die so they can take over and…"
Monday
Tanner Lane commented on adeomus's group Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?
"Heyo! I joined this group willy nilly to comment on the spirit animals discussion, thiking thats what the group was, but now that I'm hrre, I might as well introduce myself and say hi. I considered myself a sort of sorcerer/magician for a…"
Monday
Tanner Lane replied to JD97's discussion Animal Spirit Guides - Whats yours? :) in the group Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?
"The animal im connected to the strongest is black panther - leopard. It's either a totem or power animal, deeper to the core than the others. Either it came to me because of my lifelong affinity for cats, or it seems like its the other way…"
Monday
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Sorcerous Beings, Mixed and in the Cracks ?

I purposely didn't advertise this group, knowing that the Universe would bring you if you do indeed belong here :DI wonder how many of you are practicing Witches ( any Path), or would just like to know more,but are also Starseed...Annunaki/ Sidhe/ hybrid ..and passionately, eternally, Seeking knowledge, but sort of falling in between the cracks ...so many groups, but none addressing this combination ? You don't always know what you're seeking, but you know it when you see it...then keep on…See More
Monday
Tanner Lane commented on Turquoise Water's blog post Path of the Sacred Clown
"That felt good. Made me laugh like a hyena. Now if youll excuse me, I must get back to ..... something"
Monday
Tanner Lane commented on Turquoise Water's blog post Path of the Sacred Clown
"Im not a clown. Im a clown. This path has me more confused than any. In moments when I doubt wether I could be this sacred clown, I feel as if I am closest to it. And in a moment of eureka, I say to myself, "I am heyoka" or "I am a…"
Monday
Gil and Tanner Lane are now friends
Sunday
Tanner Lane replied to sothis73's discussion Free Q&A-Sirian Perspective-Hall of Records/Egyptian
"Hi sothis, I hope I havent exhausted your services by asking too many questions in the past. There's another aspect I could use some answers on. Am I a sacred clown? I've been debating this in my mind for some time. It seems that when I…"
Sunday
Tanner Lane replied to Tanner Lane's discussion Speaking In Tongues / Ancient Languages
"This site has a better explanation of power animals. http://www.magickalwinds.com/info/2015/05/20/spirit-animals-and-power-animals/"
Mar 16
Tanner Lane replied to Tanner Lane's discussion Speaking In Tongues / Ancient Languages
"I don't know enough to say what the differences are with conviction, but maybe its more of a power animal than a totem. I think power animals are lifelong animals that you can draw from and totem animals are temporary guides that change…"
Mar 16

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Sun Sign:
Virgo
What Do You Identify With?
Lightbeing, Angelic, Cosmic Angel, Multi-Dimensional, Starseed, Ancient, Empath
What Is Your Soul Purpose?
Shaman, Seeker
What Is Your Soul Origin?
Multidimensional
What Is Your Soul Group?
Unknown/None
Personal Path Or Religion? (All paths/religions are honored and welcomed)
I have adopted philosophies and practices from several religions, trying many different ways to live and see what makes me happy. At this stage, I long for, strive for, aim for, hope for, look for, and when it comes, hope for permanence --- to stay with the light of what I call God -- but better to say That Which Can't Be Named.
About you: (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
This field needs to be updated -- I have gone through drastic changes since first describing myself here.

I almost cannot, rather dont want to describe myself. I have a lot of memories of who I was, what I was, HOW I was, in a time that, back then, seemed so frustrating and confusing -- a time that I often called my living nightmare, but in hindsight, those days were my favorite and a walk in the park compared to now. I've seen lots of worlds, some in dreams, others in travels, some shown to me with the help of drugs. Practiced my own forms of magic, manipulating energy fields, pushing my limits and seeing what my mind can do. Talked with spirits, intended to be a shaman. My favorite form of magic was through music. Ive been out of practice for some time now, and I miss it. I still have issues with my mind, conflicting parts of my personality, split ego and nasty energies. It's as if everything has just meshed into one amorphous blob of gush, and it can move and take on any shape at any time, either be moving and changing shape, flowing, or stuck as if theres a dam built in my mind and some of the parts are desperately trying to get through to the otherside. Add on my confusion, tendency to doubt amd deny the existence of my twin, obscure the lines between what is me and what is her/the other ME, and the result is me now, a very confused, conflicted, troubled, strange and disorderly individual. The idea of wholeness to me seems impossible, thinking of it in an incomplete sense. To me, wholeness is a state that I remember knowing, but so far removed these days that I cant draw on the feeling easily. It comes and goes in fleeting moments, short reminders, and just as anything, it passes, and Im left wanting for it again and again. I used to obsess over my desire to figure out my life mission, my starseed origins, my purpose. But I experienced a lot of what I wanted to know. Uncovered some memories, met people who confirmed what I thought was true...and then wavered back and forth between doubting it all -- casting it aside and denouncing it as truth-- and desperately wanting to cling to the things i once knew in the hope that by holding onto the memories and identity, ot would in some way trigger more peace and clarity....underneath it all, Ive always been looking for the same thing....That Which Cant Be Named. But I have a name for it. Some call it God, some call it Source. Some call it Love. It's the most beautiful experience I have ever known. Pure, Forgiving, Silent, Caring, Warm, Light, Healing, Loving, Understanding. No judgments. No demands.

There was an article I read from a shaman talking about people who wonder if they are a shaman and are curious to become shamans. In his article, to that, he asked "Why would you even WANT to?" Shamans go through all kinds of hells, mess around with things that cannot be explained, move their energies to a crazy place, and go through dark nights like no other, all to eventually give in and be shown the ultimate light and Love of what I call That Which Can't Be Named. And in this shamans words, it's a force sp beautiful, it will make you want to die. And for me, that was and always is still true, but I press on and stubbornly look for ways to make my life here more peaceful (ironically, my pursuits of peaceful living tend to make things even worse). My goal in life is death. And in death, I'll move on to where Ive been wanting to go the whole time. Back to where I call Home. Everything else, all searches for "enlightenment", all practices in expanding the mind, traversing dimensions, borderline torturous alchemical changes to my personality --- is just a way to help me pass the time here, to try to bring as much of that good good stuff to my waking life. Through who Ive become, where ive been, what ive done, theres no going back to a simple way of being....but Ill probably keep trying anyway, with a smile here and there, a laugh when Im lucky, and a tear if im luckiest =)
Why Do You Think You're a Starseed? Or Why Are You Interested? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
Ive had some of my memories unlocked, first opened in dreams and conscious visions, then met people like me, some even from past lives in other star systems.
What Do You Think About Extraterrestrials? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
In general.....we're no different than anyone else, in a broad sense. We eat, we shit, we drink, we think, we laugh, we smoke, we cry, we fuck, we feel, we dream....but we carry with us a lot of knowledge that a lot of people havent seen yet, and with all the troubles and complications that brings to us socially and emotionally, it's no wonder we group up and try to find like minded or like-souled people in order to gain a little bit of comfort and to fit in somewhere. I know everyone has their own ideas of what life should be like for everyone, and how to go about bringing that change, and we tend to pool together and bounce ideas and beliefs off each other and create more common practices with each other, similar to what it seems like all people in all societies do. So it still seems to me that we're not so special. After all, we all come from the same stuff. Individually and collectively, I just hope everyone can be happy.
How Did You Find Out About ISN?
A simple google search of "Starseeds fucking up" led me here, and I saw a short sentence in the google search that interested me. I originally just wanted to hear an account by someone who has gone through a lot of shit, or someone who may have not done everything so perfectly, to find some comfort. It's been a long time since I met someone like me.

Update *** It hasnt been a super long time since I met someone like me, but damn does part of me always miss certain moments that seem to only happen when you meet someone who just gets it all like you do.
Do You Agree To The Guidelines Found @ http://www.starseeds.net/page/guidelines ?
Yes I agree

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At 6:10pm on February 14, 2017, adeomus said…

  : D !

At 5:43pm on February 14, 2017, adeomus said…

i am deeply gratified that i could help, Tanner...

 does "Thunderbird" resonate with you ? then you may be Heyoka...but multitudes of peoples have their own versions of Sacred Clowns...you will enjoy exploring this vast area....maybe this will give you a bit of a start:

https://fractalenlightenment.com/25726/spirituality/the-path-of-the-sacred-clown-where-trickster-and-shaman-converge

At 5:14pm on February 14, 2017, adeomus said…

...from one seeker to another .....

At 4:43pm on February 14, 2017, adeomus said…

*smiles*....sometimes we need to do things in order to learn.....

have you ever heard of " the sacred clown" concept, known to native americans, but globally under other names ?

maybe explore it and see if it fits ; )

At 4:31pm on February 14, 2017, adeomus said…

Hi Tanner ....you sound like a caring and wise person, i'm honored to be your friend.

love and blessings, addy : )

At 1:14am on August 25, 2016, Jessica said…

i felt like i had to add you, because i relate to you so much! i envy your ability to express what's going on your head, because i've felt many of those same things but would have such a hard time telling someone if i tried. i also have a history of addiction and now currently spend most of my time smoking cigarettes and listening to music! keep up the awesome work. all of your posts have been so helpful. hoping you can find "home" soon. :)

 
 
 

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