Personal Path Or Religion? (All paths/religions are honored and welcomed)
I grew up Christian at first, but at a very young age I began to question a lot. I remember being in Sunday school and asking the teacher, " what if the universe is God? We are supposed to be made in his image right..? Well look at the map of the universe and our brain cells, look at a nebula and our eyes, look at an atoms and a solar system. What if the Big Bang was the "let their be light" what if we are just an atom on gods arm, the universe. What if why star gazing is so powerful is because we are staring at the face of God, or our past and new earths, or staring at all that makes us who we are.." my teacher didn't like that very much and I realized I was quite different. I never went back to church. Instead of identifying as one religion I just prefer to say I am spiritual and my spiritual knowledge is constantly growing and evolving.
About you: (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
I am a girl from an incredibly small town who ideas and beliefs just don't fit in. I am very creative, I love to write stories and poetry. I also love to draw and paint. I am a lover of books, honestly my dream home would have its own library. I grew up with a librarian mother so I suppose that helped fuel it. Knowledge is a goal in life for me, learning knew things is such a passion. I can be in bed all day long and just be researching new things. Knowledge is brain food.
I grew up being painfully shy and quiet, and this has continued into adulthood. I also have pretty bad general anxiety. I love being around my animals though, especially cats. I have four that I adore. I prefer to be away from people most of the time, so socializing and shopping aren't my favorite past times. I prefer to go into nature, a good hike in the mountains or swimming in the lake is ideal. My family is also important. I am very connected to my mother and younger brother.
I am just recently awakening and still going through so much. I have found that yoga and meditation have helped loads though. I am starting to work with healing now, it seems I have skills in energy work. With practice I hope to get better at it in hopes that I begin really helping people. I feel like it is a calling or my purpose in this life. To heal my own wounds, possibly past life wounds too, as well as other people's.
Why Do You Think You're a Starseed? Or Why Are You Interested? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
Well I always knew I was different. I always questioned the reasons why things were they way the were here. Like the concept of money, just means nothing to me. The night sky was magical to me, I would lie on my deck in a sleeping bag and just stare at the stars and be breathless and would feel emotional. Was always buying books on astronomy and watching documentaries on space. I could never learn enough about it and still can't. Anything about aliens interested me as well as I had seen ufos a few times growing up. As I got older I became aware of my intuition being very strong and being very empathic. The major turning point was this year right before my 27th bday. I decided to ask a psychic for a spirit guide reading randomly out of the blue. Was just curious if I even had guides and what information they might want me to know. I was mostly looking for confirmation that I had been hearing a guide speak to me at night. Wasn't expecting much from the reading. I sent my request and began the wait for a reply. In the days between I watched a movie titled Midnight Special. This movie immediately made me start thinking about how different I had felt growing up and brought back ideas of aliens, other dimensions, and ascending. Which suddenly sparked me to really delve deeper into who I am and what I believed in. Began looking into astrology. Two days later I get my reading reply. She tells me my guides basically say my purpose is to "ponder the light" and to "teach and heal other with light" she also says one of my guides needed to tell me that my soul origin was Lyran. She said she wasn't sure what that meant exactly but my guide needed me to know it. Immediately I look it up on google and suddenly I am introduced to starseeds and everything began fitting into place. I felt a sense of home and knowing. It just so happens I had been taking astrophotography photos of a constellation I loved to look at the night before..that constellation was Lyra. Since then I have been on this search for more info. I feel like I have been connected to other star systems as well, in particular Sirius and Orion but I have no confirmation on that as of yet. The search for who I am truly am continues.
What Do You Think About Extraterrestrials? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
I have no doubts that they exist. There are many beings in the universe. Of course being a starseed I have to believe in them, but even before I began to awaken I knew they existed. There was a summer where a UFO came to the field next to my home for a week every night. My mother and I would watch it move in it's strange ways. It had an octahedron shape to it. My mother said that she had seen the same thing when she had been a teen. I grew up always knowing there was more to the universe that just humans.
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