The Blue Whale Game or The Blue Whale Challenge, is an Internet “game” that is claimed to exist in several countries. The game allegedly consists of a series of tasks assigned to players by administrators during a 50-day period, with the final challenge requiring the player to commit suicide.The term “Blue Whale” comes from…See More
Personal Path Or Religion? (All paths/religions are honored and welcomed)
Syncretism. It is the union (or attempted fusion) of different systems of thought or belief (especially in religion or philosophy), it is the amalgamation or attempted amalgamation of different religions, cultures, or schools of thought, it doesn't stick to any one particular religion, tradition, culture or belief system. All that is good and beneficial is welcome.
About you: (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
Disconnected. Perhaps that is the best word to describe how I feel.
During these very long years of my life I feel like I have already had enough. Spending almost half of my life under depression has toughened me and moulded me into a different person. The constant suffering I experience made me develop what can best be described as a coping mechanism. It is fundamentally very simple: it focuses in numbing all feelings; it erases the emotional connections with others and it ultimately paints a very cold and detached self-image.
These impressions, however, are accompanied by all the features of a depressive mind. Insecurity, very low self-esteem, hopelessness, seclusion. By now, I am so used to these feelings that they have become the new normal. But I still feel loneliness. Oh, sweet irony!
I would be glad if I could accept the fact that I will be alone for all my life. Now, I don't even dream about having a "normal" life, and it would be better if I could simply accept it and move on. But my mind still insists in thinking that there might be some hope for a different future. Nonsense! There is no return, no coming back, there is no escape either.
I should correct my early claim: not all the feelings are numbed by my dysfunctional mind. I can still feel hopelessness, despair, hatred for myself and confusion. But life will go on, and I might find peace of mind after all.
Why Do You Think You're a Starseed? Or Why Are You Interested? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
Right now I am just trying to learn and understand about the Starseeds if possible.
What Do You Think About Extraterrestrials? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
I think about it in a positive manner and with all the concepts and theories like ever expanding universe and parallel or alternate universes/ realities/ dimensions, the possibility of the existence of Extraterrestrials (EBE) is extremely high.
How Did You Find Out About ISN?
Do You Agree To The Guidelines Found @ http://www.starseeds.net/page/guidelines ?
Yes I agree
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