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OMG I killed cacti!

Started this discussion. Last reply by Leppender Feb 15. 2 Replies

It's embarrassing to admit this especially since I love nature, but I seem to kill almost every plant that hangs out in the same room as me! There have been a few exceptions, but in general I've…READ MORE →


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The Game of Values (for use when considering a job or task)

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Have you ever taken on a job (whether to pay the bills or follow your heart), and found that there was so much more to consider than you'd initially thought? How do you reassure yourself when it…READ MORE →

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In keeping with the theme I started in my topic regarding Mondays I want to know about your Fridays!So…READ MORE →

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The Latin word for alien is aliēnus meaning foreign, unconnected, another's, contrary, unworthy, averse, hostile, mad.  I believe this translation fits the beings about whom this group has been made.  I have long recalled detailed events which took place in another life, and these depicted vengeful spirits entering the physical dimension before attempting to integrate with living beings. Since coming to this site I have been presented with evidence of their existence, however this appears to be…See More
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Negative Alien Essence awareness

The Latin word for alien is aliēnus meaning foreign, unconnected, another's, contrary, unworthy, averse, hostile, mad.  I believe this translation fits the beings about whom this group has been made.  I have long recalled detailed events which took place in another life, and these depicted vengeful spirits entering the physical dimension before attempting to integrate with living beings. Since coming to this site I have been presented with evidence of their existence, however this appears to be…See More
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"You are to the world, like a flower is to a planet. An integral part of the creator inside you. Where ever love is found strongest, your heart will guide you to know all you wish for, desire and have experienced as such in due time."
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Source of information Everything I know of the Sammandians is from past/parallel/genetic life memories, which came upon me very strongly at the age of 12 (through what I like to term an information download). I have done my utmost to preserve the facts, and discard any information that may have been created by my own mind. This is a lost society and previous attempts to find my people have met with failure, however I am making another more determined attempt to find and connect with those whose…See More
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"I've noticed this connection. Mesopotamia, Summer and Canaan were all in the same geographical area, and what Genesis doesn't say has been preserved by Gnostic circles for thousands of years."
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What Is Your Soul Purpose?
What Is Your Soul Origin?
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What Is Your Soul Group?
Personal Path Or Religion? (All paths/religions are honored and welcomed)
I am of the old Christian faith so far as our history is able to remember. I reject the scriptures as enforced by those who would change the words of holy text, but otherwise I gladly embrace all sound doctrine.

I am also of the belief that all religions are the same in essence, because when combined they tell the (relatively) simple history of life in its fullness. From Greek mythology to Nordic beliefs I see only one faith retold from many perspectives over a long period of time.
About you: (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
I am a disabled millennial whose health is constantly on a downhill spiral, but I find much joy in living life every day (best as I can take it). The pain I live with cannot be understated, however I enjoy dedicating what energy I can to spending time with my fiance and his family.

I had an exceptionally difficult upbringing, but I made it through the trials of youth some twelve years ago. I would not know what to say about myself in regards to such a past, except that my experiences have taught me how to consider every word and action before applying it. Hence I have little to say here or anywhere on the forums in regards to a traumatic past, unless it is in an effort to console someone who is going through their own trials. I have learned to be a good listener, and because I use discretion when giving advise people tend to benefit from interacting with me.

I am a person of simple tastes who rejects the fast advances of technology. I roll my eyes at smart phones, and shake my head at pokemon hunters. I am very fond of the Beach Boys and Rolling Stones, but I also love Backstreet Boys and Hammerfall if that says anything for my eclectic range of tastes. Old world morals and values are integral to my daily life, because I feel that compassion and respect are concepts that never go out of style.
Why Do You Think You're a Starseed? Or Why Are You Interested? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
It began simply enough with a 10 year old child realizing she had to grow up, and put away her toys forever in response to growing turbulence in her life. I decided to begin imagining my favourite TV show characters (the Maximals from Beast Wars) in a series of engagements that didn't have to end. In creating a fantasy game I could play whenever I was forced to sit, and be patient several entities were able to take root in my mind. Little did I know something even more precious was already there, but it was not yet ready to emerge despite the urgency of my plight.

Shortly after puberty (like a month after) I was taken from my parent's home and placed into foster care. I will not describe the events which took place there, but it wasn't long before odd things began happening to me. One night as I lay in bed I heard a chorus of instruments accompanying a strong beautiful voice which sung:

Close your eyes and rest your head,
Soon you'll be back home in bed.
Make a wish unto the skies,
And all your dreams will come true!
And all your dreams will come true!

Soon after I began hearing crowds calling my name whenever I walked to, or back home from school when nobody was around. Finally I shouted one day on an empty street "What do you want from me?!" I heard my name whispered once more then all was silent.

The next night I had a dream in which Leppender was revealed to me. I eventually realized that she was my inner self who was suppressed by years of torment, however as a youth in crisis it was hard to accept such a concept.

I had already been envisioning alien soldiers in the form of Hazbros Beast Wars, but after that dream they took on very distinct characteristics. They grew into fleshy beings not unlike most corporeal species, and in less than six months I knew everything about them: history, religion, planetary geography, scientific capability, diet, habitat, evolutionary path, and of course appearance.

I hesitate to say the name anywhere because I plan to write the story of my Galaxy, which was sadly lost but not destroyed (is anything ever truly gone?). I am comforted by how my people still continue to exist on multiple levels of reality, however the events which took place before that could occur should NEVER be repeated!!! I feel it is my purpose in this life to provide as much logical wisdom, combined with loving outreach to every being I encounter. If I can tell my story it will be a true blessing, and I would praise God unto the highest heavens if my people's history could help save this world. If not then as a living being I must strive every day to influence a positive cosmic effect in the lives of people I meet.

Honestly I am unsure how to feel about connecting with others like myself, because I have gone for so long with only brief glimpses of my peers. I have joined other sites in the past, but between digital and physical theft of my computer in the past I have lost contact with them repeatedly. Sometimes I have joined forums only to find a few months later that they vanish. I hope this time fate allows me to stay long enough, so that I can really begin to know my peers on this plain.
What Do You Think About Extraterrestrials? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
Oh gosh they're real alright! Let's see there's the ones who strike bargains with humanity that benefit them more than us, and the ones who have open ill intent towards all life, plus there are those who look so totally pure but really just like to suck the life out of those who follow them, oh let's not forget the multidimensionals or energy based lifeforms.

I have one very simple philosophy: everything is possible. To prove this point I once had a friend who asked me to put my elbow in my ear, and so naturally I attempted to do so. After failing he boasted about how it was impossible, and after that he used the example whenever someone said something that contradicted his beliefs. Finally one day he asked it and I said "Yes if I break my arm," to which he replied "Without breaking any bones."
"Okay I'll dislocate my shoulder."
"Without hurting yourself!"
"Fine I'll inject myself with painkiller before doing it."
"Without breaking bones, medicating yourself, or doing ANYTHING other than trying to put your elbow in your ear!!!"

That is when I realized the key difference between anything and everything. If anything was possible I could have done it without having to take extreme measures, but because everything is possible I can still do it under the right circumstances.

So by that logic every conspiracy theory is true on some layer of reality, but only where the conditions are right for it to exist.
How Did You Find Out About ISN?
I just did a random search for starseed, and selected the site I was most drawn to.
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Yes I agree

Leppender's Blog

Following your heart: a year in retrospect

Posted on February 8, 2018 at 4:00pm 0 Comments

How many Disney quotes could possibly be used to describe the concept of following one's heart? Sure we were all somewhat brainwashed by Jimminy Cricket's emphatic instance that "When you wish upon a star your dreams come true," and Baloo's certainty that "The bear necessities of life will come to you." Are these just fantasies for children, or can such concepts hold a fragment of truth in today's world?

I have spent my life attempting to validate the lessons Walt Disney expressed to…


A Shared Existence: the ongoing journey of several minds living as one being.

Posted on September 15, 2016 at 7:09pm 11 Comments

I do not know if this is the appropriate setting for a personal blog, however I feel that the way my mind functions can provide a useful insight to starseeds who may be facing unique challenges.  What you will be reading henceforth is not the blog of a single person, but of several minds who have lived alongside me throughout the formative years of my awakening.  We grew up together, and faced the trials of finding oneself in the adult world as a single being.

Recently I have…


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At 9:19pm on February 26, 2018, Nexis Nemesis said…

You are to the world, like a flower is to a planet. An integral part of the creator inside you. Where ever love is found strongest, your heart will guide you to know all you wish for, desire and have experienced as such in due time.

At 6:42am on February 16, 2018, Natalie Nicole said…
I love your profile. You see familiar to me. I jus discovered the word starseed in dec. I'm so Blown away. Namaste.
At 6:03pm on February 9, 2018, Joanne said…

My sincerest gratitude to you Leppender. I am so happy to have been lead here ..everyday amazing things are opening up and being shown to me . I finally feel my path taking shape.

At 1:57pm on February 1, 2018, Jolan said…


“…the Aryans were autochthonous neither in Europe nor in Central Asia, but had their original home somewhere near the North Pole in the Paleolithic times, and that, they migrated from this place southwards in Asia and Europe, not by any “irresistible impulse,” but by unwelcome changes in the climatic conditions of their original home. The Avesta preserves traditions which fully support this view. But these have been treated as valueless by scholars, who worked up their theories at a time when man was regarded as post-glacial, and the Avestic traditions were, it was believed, not supported by any Vedic authority. But with the time-telescope of a wider range supplied to us by recent scientific discoveries it has become possible to demonstrate that the Avestic traditions represent a real historical fact and that they are fully supported by the testimony of the Vedas.”

At 3:57pm on January 18, 2018, Suzanne said…

Thank you Leppender,
You are very sweet!

At 8:36am on September 30, 2017, Living Light said…

Hi, how are you doing??? I saw your post in the CFS group and wanted to give you some information. ASHWAGANDHA is an herb that could help you. It is good for stopping inflammation and pain and it also rejuvenates the body.. Here is just one of the many articles on this wonderful plant. It is very safe...

15 Surprising Benefits of Ashwagandha

Ashwagandha, also known as Indian Ginseng, has a wide range of health benefits, including its ability to fight against cancer and diabetes, as well as reduce inflammation, arthritis, asthma, hypertension, stress, and rheumatism. Furthermore, it boosts the supply of antioxidants and regulates the immune system. It also has antibacterial and anti-convulsant properties. What more? Ashwaganda is also useful for men as a remedy for infertility and erectile dysfunction. It is also excellent for rejuvenating the female system and very helpful during menopause. It also builds up our reserves and could be a helpful solution to chronic fatigue for many.

You may have heard about this herb recently, however, Ashwagandha has had a great significance in Oriental medical schools of thought, especially in the ancient Indian system of medicine, Ayurveda, for many centuries. It had also been used by the Native Americans and Africans in an effort to keep away several types of infections. You will be surprised to know that this herb has been so popular since ages that extensive scriptures describing the Ashwagandha plant and its medicinal properties have been mentioned in both traditional Chinese medicine and Ayurveda. Incredible, isn’t it?

read more here... https://www.organicfacts.net/health-benefits/herbs-and-spices/health-benefits-of-ashwagandha-or-indian-ginseng.html

At 4:25pm on August 30, 2017, Akanahe' eh yeDyahlaneeEssassani said…

Thank you very much <3

At 3:04am on October 17, 2016, Ethan Andrew Godden said…

hello again! i just made a skype account and would love to talk with you! please if you have one message me for i think we could be great friends, also i loved the message of gratitude you sent me! it helped me feel happy and loved so i say unto you... 

thank you very much and you are eternally welcome! 

as i said before, ive already forgiven your past lives actions i wish to aid you in forgiving and loving your self. i also need work on this and i hope we can help each other out, be a beacon of light when the other is clouded in darkness! dont hesitate to message me anytime im always glad to hear from you. 

may love and light be with you always, Ethan Godden

At 4:43pm on September 15, 2016, Steve Hutchinson said…

I am delighted to welcome you to Int Starseed Network.

Unbounded Blessings of Love & Light,




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