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In keeping with the theme I started in my topic regarding Mondays I want to know about your Fridays!So…READ MORE →

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Letter to the Arch Deacon

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(While preparing the legal documents necessary for me to get married I had a very interesting conversation with an Arch Deacon of the Anglican Church, during which time I began to disclose who and…READ MORE →

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Special Recognition (and the award goes to....)

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This topic has been developed for the sole purpose of giving special recognition to your fellow starseeds.Did one person in particular help you to overcome a difficult phase of spiritual growth?…READ MORE →

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What ten eyes see

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I am the raven and here's what I see: Those quirky humans and their assorted ways but oh how their leavings complete my days! Over there's a man with an open bag of lays...Swoop down, snatch it up!…READ MORE →

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Razvan Ra loved Leppender's discussion Letter to the Arch Deacon
Cassius Kingsley replied to Leppender's discussion Letter to the Arch Deacon
"Man, jesus was a really cool guy. He is where we will all be one day, at a very high level of consciousness."
deer~tears loved Leppender's discussion Special Recognition (and the award goes to....)
Leppender replied to Cassius Kingsley's discussion Does anyone know this place?
"When you first wrote this I had recently arrived, and was just beginning to relax into a region where cosmic rays can be seen in the night sky (the aurora). I am familiar with places such as that from a past life experience (though what is…"
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"First time in months I've had an evening to just relax online, and I fight to post while my laptop updates... typical!"
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"Keep your heart light and your hopes alive dear one. Let me share with you a legend that has comforted me during many a difficult time. Once there lived a wise King with whom no fault could be found. He dealt fairly with his subjects both highborn…"
Leppender replied to Razvan Ra's discussion Question regarding low vibration entities
"Hope led you here, and that force in particular is among the most powerful in all that Is. Move ever forward my interstellar kith, and remember that so long as you keep a coal of hope alive in your heart progress shall always be a malleable…"
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"Fiance: it feels like a Monday! Boss: UGH! Me: Don't say that; yesterday felt like a Monday and SO DID MONDAY!!!"
Leppender replied to Razvan Ra's discussion Question regarding low vibration entities
"The mind is not a "place" like a cave (which is solid and well defined), but more of an ecosystem with interconnected life structures and a fairly predictable (if ever shifting) climate. Knowing who/what is not so important as "Why…"
Namaia नमऐअ replied to Leppender's discussion Letter to the Arch Deacon
"Yes, it's love that overcomes all differences and unites us all. It would be delightful to meet your archdeacon. I'm sure she's a treasure. :) <3"
Leppender replied to Leppender's discussion Letter to the Arch Deacon
"It is for the love of he who taught us (human and starseed alike) that compassion is Universal. I hope that one day you will find a human spiritual counterpart who will sit at a table with you, and while you surround yourselves with a pile of…"
Namaia नमऐअ replied to Leppender's discussion Letter to the Arch Deacon
"I have to say, I'm beyond trying to find common ground with Christians. I've always been treated with suspicion and kept at a distance in spite of my deep felt and lifelong conviction concerning Christ, but it's delightful to learn…"
Leppender replied to Leppender's discussion Letter to the Arch Deacon
"The Arch Deacon of the Klondike invites starseeds to come, and feel the support of humans who are willing to give unconditional love. I met with her today for nearly an hour, and we discussed the church's stance on the commonly held beliefs of…"
Leppender replied to Razvan Ra's discussion Question regarding low vibration entities
"Define "read your thoughts" and consider what a thought really is.  Neurons fire in our physical human brains, while on the planes of energy that constantly intersect reality an invisible chain reaction is taking place.  What…"
Leppender replied to Aishwarya Isabella's discussion Demonic attachments (triggering)
"First offmay you feel the love and support of this community! Secondly I am pleased that you're in a safe and stable environment for the foreseeable future, because facing such deeply ingrained trauma can be devastating to a person who must…"
Leppender replied to Apollymi's discussion races of the paa tal
"IDK if you've uncovered the sort of info you were hoping for, but this certainly looks like a nice chunk of info regarding early cosmic history. I'd love to see some of this info condensed, and maybe displayed in a timescale graph or…"

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What Is Your Soul Origin?
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Personal Path Or Religion? (All paths/religions are honored and welcomed)
I am of the old Christian faith so far as our history is able to remember. I reject the scriptures as enforced by those who would change the words of holy text, but otherwise I gladly embrace all sound doctrine.

I am also of the belief that all religions are the same in essence, because when combined they tell the (relatively) simple history of life in its fullness. From Greek mythology to Nordic beliefs I see only one faith retold from many perspectives over a long period of time.
About you: (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
I am a disabled millennial whose health is constantly on a downhill spiral, but I find much joy in living life every day (best as I can take it). The pain I live with cannot be understated, however I enjoy dedicating what energy I can to spending time with my fiance and his family.

I had an exceptionally difficult upbringing, but I made it through the trials of youth some twelve years ago. I would not know what to say about myself in regards to such a past, except that my experiences have taught me how to consider every word and action before applying it. Hence I have little to say here or anywhere on the forums in regards to a traumatic past, unless it is in an effort to console someone who is going through their own trials. I have learned to be a good listener, and because I use discretion when giving advise people tend to benefit from interacting with me.

I am a person of simple tastes who rejects the fast advances of technology. I roll my eyes at smart phones, and shake my head at pokemon hunters. I am very fond of the Beach Boys and Rolling Stones, but I also love Backstreet Boys and Hammerfall if that says anything for my eclectic range of tastes. Old world morals and values are integral to my daily life, because I feel that compassion and respect are concepts that never go out of style.
Why Do You Think You're a Starseed? Or Why Are You Interested? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
It began simply enough with a 10 year old child realizing she had to grow up, and put away her toys forever in response to growing turbulence in her life. I decided to begin imagining my favourite TV show characters (the Maximals from Beast Wars) in a series of engagements that didn't have to end. In creating a fantasy game I could play whenever I was forced to sit, and be patient several entities were able to take root in my mind. Little did I know something even more precious was already there, but it was not yet ready to emerge despite the urgency of my plight.

Shortly after puberty (like a month after) I was taken from my parent's home and placed into foster care. I will not describe the events which took place there, but it wasn't long before odd things began happening to me. One night as I lay in bed I heard a chorus of instruments accompanying a strong beautiful voice which sung:

Close your eyes and rest your head,
Soon you'll be back home in bed.
Make a wish unto the skies,
And all your dreams will come true!
And all your dreams will come true!

Soon after I began hearing crowds calling my name whenever I walked to, or back home from school when nobody was around. Finally I shouted one day on an empty street "What do you want from me?!" I heard my name whispered once more then all was silent.

The next night I had a dream in which Leppender was revealed to me. I eventually realized that she was my inner self who was suppressed by years of torment, however as a youth in crisis it was hard to accept such a concept.

I had already been envisioning alien soldiers in the form of Hazbros Beast Wars, but after that dream they took on very distinct characteristics. They grew into fleshy beings not unlike most corporeal species, and in less than six months I knew everything about them: history, religion, planetary geography, scientific capability, diet, habitat, evolutionary path, and of course appearance.

I hesitate to say the name anywhere because I plan to write the story of my Galaxy, which was sadly lost but not destroyed (is anything ever truly gone?). I am comforted by how my people still continue to exist on multiple levels of reality, however the events which took place before that could occur should NEVER be repeated!!! I feel it is my purpose in this life to provide as much logical wisdom, combined with loving outreach to every being I encounter. If I can tell my story it will be a true blessing, and I would praise God unto the highest heavens if my people's history could help save this world. If not then as a living being I must strive every day to influence a positive cosmic effect in the lives of people I meet.

Honestly I am unsure how to feel about connecting with others like myself, because I have gone for so long with only brief glimpses of my peers. I have joined other sites in the past, but between digital and physical theft of my computer in the past I have lost contact with them repeatedly. Sometimes I have joined forums only to find a few months later that they vanish. I hope this time fate allows me to stay long enough, so that I can really begin to know my peers on this plain.
What Do You Think About Extraterrestrials? (Please Answer In Depth To Be Approved)
Oh gosh they're real alright! Let's see there's the ones who strike bargains with humanity that benefit them more than us, and the ones who have open ill intent towards all life, plus there are those who look so totally pure but really just like to suck the life out of those who follow them, oh let's not forget the multidimensionals or energy based lifeforms.

I have one very simple philosophy: everything is possible. To prove this point I once had a friend who asked me to put my elbow in my ear, and so naturally I attempted to do so. After failing he boasted about how it was impossible, and after that he used the example whenever someone said something that contradicted his beliefs. Finally one day he asked it and I said "Yes if I break my arm," to which he replied "Without breaking any bones."
"Okay I'll dislocate my shoulder."
"Without hurting yourself!"
"Fine I'll inject myself with painkiller before doing it."
"Without breaking bones, medicating yourself, or doing ANYTHING other than trying to put your elbow in your ear!!!"

That is when I realized the key difference between anything and everything. If anything was possible I could have done it without having to take extreme measures, but because everything is possible I can still do it under the right circumstances.

So by that logic every conspiracy theory is true on some layer of reality, but only where the conditions are right for it to exist.
How Did You Find Out About ISN?
I just did a random search for starseed, and selected the site I was most drawn to.
Do You Agree To The Guidelines Found @ http://www.starseeds.net/page/guidelines ?
Yes I agree

Leppender's Blog

A Shared Existence: the ongoing journey of several minds living as one being.

Posted on September 15, 2016 at 7:09pm 11 Comments

I do not know if this is the appropriate setting for a personal blog, however I feel that the way my mind functions can provide a useful insight to starseeds who may be facing unique challenges.  What you will be reading henceforth is not the blog of a single person, but of several minds who have lived alongside me throughout the formative years of my awakening.  We grew up together, and faced the trials of finding oneself in the adult world as a single being.

Recently I have…


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At 8:36am on September 30, 2017, Living Light said…

Hi, how are you doing??? I saw your post in the CFS group and wanted to give you some information. ASHWAGANDHA is an herb that could help you. It is good for stopping inflammation and pain and it also rejuvenates the body.. Here is just one of the many articles on this wonderful plant. It is very safe...

15 Surprising Benefits of Ashwagandha

Ashwagandha, also known as Indian Ginseng, has a wide range of health benefits, including its ability to fight against cancer and diabetes, as well as reduce inflammation, arthritis, asthma, hypertension, stress, and rheumatism. Furthermore, it boosts the supply of antioxidants and regulates the immune system. It also has antibacterial and anti-convulsant properties. What more? Ashwaganda is also useful for men as a remedy for infertility and erectile dysfunction. It is also excellent for rejuvenating the female system and very helpful during menopause. It also builds up our reserves and could be a helpful solution to chronic fatigue for many.

You may have heard about this herb recently, however, Ashwagandha has had a great significance in Oriental medical schools of thought, especially in the ancient Indian system of medicine, Ayurveda, for many centuries. It had also been used by the Native Americans and Africans in an effort to keep away several types of infections. You will be surprised to know that this herb has been so popular since ages that extensive scriptures describing the Ashwagandha plant and its medicinal properties have been mentioned in both traditional Chinese medicine and Ayurveda. Incredible, isn’t it?

read more here... https://www.organicfacts.net/health-benefits/herbs-and-spices/health-benefits-of-ashwagandha-or-indian-ginseng.html

At 4:25pm on August 30, 2017, Akanahe' eh yeDyahlaneeEssassani said…

Thank you very much <3

At 3:04am on October 17, 2016, Ethan Andrew Godden said…

hello again! i just made a skype account and would love to talk with you! please if you have one message me for i think we could be great friends, also i loved the message of gratitude you sent me! it helped me feel happy and loved so i say unto you... 

thank you very much and you are eternally welcome! 

as i said before, ive already forgiven your past lives actions i wish to aid you in forgiving and loving your self. i also need work on this and i hope we can help each other out, be a beacon of light when the other is clouded in darkness! dont hesitate to message me anytime im always glad to hear from you. 

may love and light be with you always, Ethan Godden

At 4:43pm on September 15, 2016, Steve Hutchinson said…

I am delighted to welcome you to Int Starseed Network.

Unbounded Blessings of Love & Light,




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