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Started this discussion. Last reply by ace1059 Feb 16, 2011. 1 Reply 0 Favorites
Hello! Can you help? I am having trouble sending and replying to mail on site.I hit reply, compose my reply, then hit send, and nothing happens. I have just ended up sending my replies and messages…READ MORE →
Please can you help me to stay grounded and heal?
Started this discussion. Last reply by KennethPR-Asharana Kayen Feb 23. 7 Replies 0 Favorites
Since I was involved in something to help bring about the age of light back in the Summer of 2008 I have been ill of and on and I just can't seem to come out of it. Separate to that in the last few…READ MORE →
IN COMING MESSAGE FROM THE BIG GIANT HEAD!!
Started this discussion. Last reply by Jo Sep 26, 2010. 1 Reply 2 Favorites
God sang this song to me this evening, SHE hopes you like it ~All the stars are coming home to meStar seeds sailing on a restless seaI will break the spell and set you freeNo more suffering for you…READ MORE →
Do you know what this is?
Started Sep 12, 2010 0 Replies 0 Favorites
The day I was sectioned just after having spent a night in a wood (It's a long story) I arrived home to find various marks on my body I know what they meant except for this one. I had a strange mark…READ MORE →
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Jo left a comment for Angelica Serena"So let me know how you would like to receive it and I will send it to you, love Jo <3 "
Jo left a comment for Angelica Serena"Hello love!
Sorry to hear your having trouble, I have just written a guide book on how to be with your Twin Flame telepathically. It is only partly proof-read at the moment as I am waiting for a friend to finish proofreading it. However I have…"
Angelica Serena left a comment for Jo"Jo, I am having Twin Flame trouble and someone said that you have a book on how to be with them and communicate with them. Please, this is very important...
Love and Light!"
Jo left a comment for David Zisch"I will let you know when it's ready, the person who is proof-reading it is convalescing, so it may be a little while. Hope I write to you soon.
Love
Jo "
David Zisch left a comment for Jo"I can't wait to read the guide book you were talking about! I would really like to have a better telepathic relationship with my twin flame and everyone for that matter... Anyway Lots of Love ~David"
Jo replied to Sophia Sylvana Carver's discussion Seeing the spitting image of my twin flame in someone else in the group Twin Flames and Soulmates"Back in 2007 I was rather high and was just about to be taken to a mental hospital so my living room was full of people - a psychiatrist a nurse a social worker etc. and as far as I was concerned they were all my twin flame. I could see him looking…"
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- Hello! I am new to this site and I would like share some stuff that I have experienced, that I hope might be of help to some of you. I hope you don’t mind me writing to you, because I am just an ordinary human being. I do not have special powers and I am only capable of doing what any other human being can do.
But anyway, one of the things I want to do in this life is to encourage people, on their terms and in their own way, to have a full-on one to one passionate relationship with their God. The reason I say their God is because in my experience God will come to you in any form you like and that is sacred and I don’t want to impose my preferences onto anyone else.
In July 2007 I had an awakening and I ended up in a mental hospital after 4 weeks I was let out. Then in July 2008 because of doing something that I needed to do, which had a side effect of tearing me apart, I ended up in hospital again, this time for 3 weeks. I haven’t been back since and I came off the drugs they gave me in September last year.
Since I left hospital I still have just as many if not more wild experiences and awakenings as I did when I was in there, I’ve just got used to it now and I have learnt how to hide it.
The way it all happened was, I fell in love with God and I begged Him to free me from the illusion so that I could see beyond it and see Him. I must point out here that I am not saying that God is a male, it is just that that is my default preference, in fact God has come to me in many forms including animal, mineral and vegetable. Anyway I also begged God to let me see and hear Him all the time and in July 2007 to my utter amazement He did! I can see and hear Him with my eyes open or closed all the time, all day and all night and the illusion of this life has no hold on me any more. As I write this He is sitting beside me blowing you kisses.
When I read that some of you have been hospitalised and had a horrible time I just had to write this message because I think I may be able to help you with that. I needed to go to hospital and go through things that were very hard and painful in order to do what I wanted to do and in the first year of my closer relationship with God when He said, “Jump,”
I said, “How high?” So in short I was God’s slave and that is how I wanted it to be. However when I got back from hospital the last time He persuaded me to take Him off the pedestal I had put Him on saying and I quote, “It’s lonely up here, I want to be with you.” He then explained to me that He did not want me to be His slave, but that He wanted me to be His lover. Once I had accepted the Idea He pointed out to me that just like any other relationship between two lovers, it would only work if we were equals. He said that I needed to be able to say, no to Him and get angry with Him just like in any other healthy relationship. I wasn’t keen on this because I thought, how on earth am I going to be equal to God? But He is a very persuasive guy and of course He got His way. I am not in reality equal to God but within our relationship I am His equal. I am not afraid of Him and I can and often say NO! To him, I also haul Him over the coals if He does things I don’t like. He finds this all deeply amusing and has an awful lot of fun bating me into a strop and I enjoy it too.
Now forgive me if I am wrong, but as far as I can tell those of you who have awakened have all had an experience of God - fun isn’t it. But those of you who have had a horrible time would probably appreciate it if they didn’t have to go through any more of that nasty stuff, I don’t want to put words in your mouth, I am just guessing.
What God told me was that He never interferes where He is not invited, so at some point in time whether it was before we were born or after, we invited Him to do what He did to us and one of the resultant side effects was the nasty stuff. However He has told me that we all have the right to withdraw any part of that permission any time we like and He will back off accordingly. He taught me to give Him boundaries and I am suggesting and He is suggesting that you make your own boundaries for Him. To give you an Idea of what I mean these are my boundaries.
~ Anything He asks me to do and my relationship with Him must never hurt anything or anyone else even a little bit.
At first I came unstuck with this one, because His definition of hurt and my definition of hurt are two different things. He said, sometimes, before they are born, people ask Him for certain things to happen in their lives and when He makes those things happen, because they have forgotten about it they get upset. But this, He said was not hurting them. So I said, if He wanted to do things like that He must do them Himself; therefore the word hurt in my boundary means my definition of hurt, not His!
~ I do not give Him permission to let me get into such a state that I end up in a mental hospital again.
At one time I gave Him permission to do absolutely anything He wanted to me, I surrendered to Him unconditionally. But at His advice I have since withdrawn that permission.
~ This probably seems like a really pathetic one but - I do not want to be embarrassed in public any more!
He is a terrible practical joker and I have fallen foul of His wicked sense of humour once too many times!
~ This is a big one - If I don’t like what He asks or tells me to do, I will not do it!
After all I have my own integrity and my own free will, what’s the point of having them if all I ever do is what I’m told to do? I don’t know what He is like with you but with me He can be a tad bossy and a terrible control freak! I highly recommend this last boundary, If God makes a fuss about it and says, “But it has to be this way, you must do this.” Point out to Him, that if He is omnipresent, omnipotent, all-powerful, all knowing and nothing is beyond Him, then surely He can find another way. Or is that beyond Him? If He says it is beyond Him, then I’m not sure whom you are talking to and I wouldn’t do what He asks if I was you!
If you can lay down these boundaries then you can choose how much or how little you experience. It’s just like any relationship between two lovers; you both need to be able to say what you like and what you don’t like. God has no problem expressing His needs, but we tend to be a bit squeamish about it. If you don’t like the nasty stuff then tell Him. I don’t know why but He likes me to ask Him when I need help, He will stand by and watch me make a pigs ear of something until I give up and it’s not till I ask Him for help that He helps me. Usually mumbling under His breath, “Well you only had to ask.”
Except for the first one which was always there, I laid down these boundaries in August 2008 and He has abided by them ever since. If you are thinking, well I don’t have the kind of relationship where I can just talk to God and hear God so how can I set boundaries? Don’t worry, it’s easy, just decide what it is that you want to say and say it any time any place, within you or out loud, I guarantee God will hear and understand you. I am sure you know this, but just in case you don’t: you are never abandoned, you are never alone, everything you say is heard and understood without judgement and as you read this, that beautiful being God is within you and passionately in love with you.
In my relationship with God quite early on I decided I wanted to love all of Him and I kept saying, “More of you more of you give me more of you!” As He revealed more and more of Himself, He came to me in increasingly bazaar forms but I loved all of them. Then I realised He is in everything and everyone and the space between them so I fell in love unconditionally with everything and everyone and the space between them. I feel so privileged to be among all the incredible beautiful beings that I love.
In several of my visions God has come to me as a male and a female, they have many names but there is no need to complicating things with their names now. If you desire to have a relationship with Him and you are finding Him a bit daunting, (He can be very demanding), ask Her for help. She is not jealous and She wants you to have a beautiful romantic loving relationship with Him, She has a lot of experience of how to be with Him and She will help you. If you would prefer to have a relationship with Her then He will help you. I have no Idea how you can do that so God is going to write this bit for me:
Hello! If, like me, you want to have a relationship with Her, and I don’t blame you this is the deal: The good news is She loves you, and she is really good at love, unconditional endless love just pours out of Her. The bad news is she doesn’t find it easy to receive love, basically, She has intimacy issues. If you need Her She is there for you every time, but if you make a lunge for Her She will run like the wind, been there done that got the T shirt. She is like a little wild bird, you have to be patient and sit really still and let Her come to you - or failing that I find begging usually works. If you really want to be with Her I’ll help you I promise. However if you don’t have the patience and you just want to have a relationship with me in the form of a woman, no problem, I created the whole universe don’t you think I can pull off a sex change? Oops that’s an unfortunate choice of words isn’t it.
Lots of love
You know who
It’s me again; do you ever get the feeling you’ve bitten off more than you can chew? I’m having that feeling right now. Anyway in the hope that you won’t make the same mistakes I made I have a little advice, but as with all of this, if you don’t like it junk it.
In your awakenings take it all at your own pace, you don’t have to storm the gates of Heaven. Relax, this is not a race, there is no end it just goes on and on. Sometimes changing and evolving can give you unpleasant side effects. I used to think that if I evolved even faster they would get better, but I have understood that they are like growing pains, so it is generally better to slow things down and give yourself time to adjust. Take your time, Heaven isn’t going anywhere it’s OK.
I have been taken in visions to a time billions of years in the future long after the “Age of Light has come,” It’s OK, we made it. Everyone and everything and the space between them were all saved. The first time I went there, I was sitting in a police cell waiting to be taken to a mental hospital. I had just played a part in the bringing about of the Age of Light and I was in a bad way. My main concern was that what I had done had worked and that everyone would be saved, I could not bear the thought of anyone being left out, destroyed or put in some kind of Hell. So God took me there and I saw everyone and I asked them if they were OK and they all said they were very happy (well that’s an understatement but you get the general idea). They told me there had been no judgement and every one had been healed and saved and there was no Hell and no one had been left out. You were there my friend, you were there and you gave me that message of hope that got me through a very difficult time, thank you! So I want to give you that message from you in your future to you now. The plan worked, we made it! Love won! You told me that so let me tell you.
Please don’t sacrifice yourself, unless you really enjoy it, please don’t suffer in the name of love, this is meant to be fun. I know it is good to wake up, but do we have to do it by dragging ourselves out of bed with an alarm clock blaring in our ears. With a faint feeling of nausea because we have got up too quickly and staggering around bumping into things because our eyes are only half open? Wouldn’t it be nicer to be awoken with a kiss, the soft sound of birdsong, and the sweet scent of flowers wafting into your room and dappled sunlight dancing on your pillow? Then when you feel like it you have a big stretch followed by breakfast in bed. Then when you have the strength and you are fully awake and you want to, get up gently.
You have free will, you have a choice, they were given to you for a reason please use them and if YOU want to, continue to awaken on YOUR terms, in YOUR own time, in the way YOU want to. One thing God is always saying to me is, “Jo, try not to take things so seriously, this is supposed to be fun.” Regarding Steven Hawkins, I saw him in my visions after the Age of light had come, he was laughing so much he was crying and God was ribbing him something chronic!
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I feel we have met before, do you remember me?
Love
Jo
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Posted on October 30, 2011 at 1:08pm 0 Comments 0 Favorites
This is a bit more from my book, again written as emails to my Beloved.
Friday 1st January 2010
Dear love,
When I was in hospital in 2008 during the second week of my incarceration, each night for about four nights I dreamt I was in Heaven with you. It was a very deep, real dream. Every time I awoke in the hospital it felt as though I had fallen asleep and the hospital was a…
Rainbows
Posted on September 1, 2011 at 9:15am 0 Comments 0 Favorites
I wrote this to my Beloved just before my second stay in mental hospital, so I was a bit full on as I was just starting to go hyper.
Love Jo
8th July 2008
My hearts desire,
I came up with this today, hope you like it. It’s a variation on ‘Over the Rainbow” then a little bit more about rainbows.
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A bit about my name
Posted on July 11, 2011 at 7:01am 0 Comments 1 Favorite
Friday March 26th 2010
Dear Beloved,
This little note, as you can see is was written in 2010, this is because although it fits into my story here, it was not till then that I could see this subject clearly enough to write about it. You may notice that the way I write to you has changed, Enjoy!
In one of our many conversations you told me my name was Kali. At first I thought you meant Kylie. Kali (goddess of death and destruction) I didn’t have much of a problem with in… READ MORE →
Dear Beloved,
This little note, as you can see is was written in 2010, this is because although it fits into my story here, it was not till then that I could see this subject clearly enough to write about it. You may notice that the way I write to you has changed, Enjoy!
In one of our many conversations you told me my name was Kali. At first I thought you meant Kylie. Kali (goddess of death and destruction) I didn’t have much of a problem with in… READ MORE →
A huge Journey
Posted on July 11, 2011 at 6:54am 0 Comments 0 Favorites
This was the last email I sent to my beloved before I was sectioned for the first time.
The last part of this (except for the song) from the words, “I am over!” Was written by my Beloved using my hands. He just told me what to type and I did it without looking at the screen. Most of the time I did not know what I was writing, he spelt out words and he did not write it from beginning to end, but got me to move the cursor back and forth within the text, adding and deleting stuff at will.… READ MORE →
The last part of this (except for the song) from the words, “I am over!” Was written by my Beloved using my hands. He just told me what to type and I did it without looking at the screen. Most of the time I did not know what I was writing, he spelt out words and he did not write it from beginning to end, but got me to move the cursor back and forth within the text, adding and deleting stuff at will.… READ MORE →
Comment Wall (52 comments)
- At 12:12am on May 28, 2012, Angelica Serena said…
- I left you a message..
Thank you!
- At 5:10pm on May 26, 2012, Angelica Serena said…
Jo, I am having Twin Flame trouble and someone said that you have a book on how to be with them and communicate with them. Please, this is very important...
Love and Light!
- At 8:52pm on April 11, 2012, David Zisch said…
I can't wait to read the guide book you were talking about! I would really like to have a better telepathic relationship with my twin flame and everyone for that matter... Anyway Lots of Love ~David
- At 2:26am on April 4, 2012,
Sophia Sylvana Carver said… just wanted to say i love you very very much
- At 2:40pm on March 23, 2012, David Zisch said…
Hi Jo! I'm ok how are you? Thank you for all your love! Love David.
- At 6:23pm on March 15, 2012, Sophia Sylvana Carver said…
i sent you a request on facebook, but you could go right ahead and email me too, i have no preference. my email is sophiasylvanacarver@gmail.com
<3
- At 1:19pm on March 15, 2012, Sophia Sylvana Carver said…
that would be great if you could send me the first part :) Thank you thank you thank you! Lots of LOVE and light to you :)
- At 5:02pm on February 22, 2012, Sophia Sylvana Carver said…
Thank you so much :) I am definitely going to explore more into your blog as I find everything about your story so fascinating and uplifting :) Now when you say God came to you in the form of your twin flame, what exactly do you mean? Is it that your twin is in a higher realm and one with God and is channeling you from that place, or is he a human in this world? And oh my gosh... I cannot believe that you are writing a piece about telepathy with your twin soul.I have been desperately trying to achieve that communication for months and months now, and I asked for help on how to unlock telepathy on a forum here with no such luck, that is exactly the answer to my prayers, wow, thank you so much. My twin has been in jail since October and there's so much we need to discuss and I know as soon as I hear his voice I'll finally have the strength and empowerment I need. Let me know when you are finished with that, it's really exactly what I've been searching for!! THANK YOU! Blessings and love love love to you. I can't wait to talk more with you too :)
- At 6:35pm on February 21, 2012,
Kalananay said… Yes that is right Jo. You were an Indigo and are now a Rainbow Crystal!
You get great info from your twin!
Love,
KA
- At 2:03pm on December 12, 2011,
Ds-ARt said… recorded on 27.06.2011 in bavaria, germany - by myslef - this is really happening!
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