I have been gone from the site a long while, but, I have been doing a lot of thinking. So that's good. I am going to keep a journal of memories of what it means to be a gateway system, for me.... for us. I am plural. I a multiple. Many minds, one body. And all Starseed. All beautiful.

Occacionally we'll blog on here, but I think that weekly thing mighta been a bit too ambitious though it couldn't hurt to try again. Give me a sense of discipline or something. Anyway, keeping…

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I started doing regular meditations to get in touch with myself and start vibrating on a frequency of self love. And as I did so, I felt sides of myself open up to me and speak to me about some of the things I've been dealing with, like negative thoughts, control vs. love, neglecting my Shadow self. I feel like a true Multiple System now. Since some sides have become more active and not as dormant. I have what is called my Shadow Self, who told me she's from the Corona Borealis System. And…

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It technically started yesterday, or rather restarted. I am self-identifying as an elemental vampire. The awakening happened some year(s) ago when all my awakenings happened. But I think being an elemental vampire ties closely with my being a starseed. I am not of this world and therefore, there is an off quality to my energy signature. That and being a multiple, its like I'm stretched too thin, I need to take in more energy to be at my optimal self.



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So, I have been witness to the power of my thoughts and creating my reality. Its quite a yin yang roller coaster, to be honest. Its like I'm flexing a power wearing blinders or something. Like I send a wish out, an intention and fuel it with emotion and I get it, exactly what I intended, to match the emotion that was backing it. But the fantasy/reality translation gets lost and what I mean to say doesn't compute into the Reality computer, if that makes sense.



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Lately I've had my version or re-curring dreams.



Understand, my dreams shift, like a living Tesseract of sorts, don't know if that's just me or if others have that happen. But lately my dreams have been about busses, which is my primary mode of transportation, but its either about me getting on the wrong bus, or getting on a bus, falling asleep and realize I'm going in the wrong direction, or lately it was about the bus shifting itself.





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