It has finally been confirmed by my guides that I am, indeed, Arcturian. I visited my family last night during meditation and learned that I have a brother who is also incarnated on Earth at this time. Though there are no actual families in the Arcturian system, the community is one family, I feel a strong pull to find this person. I am completely honored to be a member of such a pure, enlightened group. This is a huge event for me, and I'm glad to say I have received support from many of you that I respect immensely. 

As a confirmed Arcturian, I feel an overwhelming sense of responsibiltiy to help all kinds of people become as advanced as I hope to be one day. The Arcturians not on Earth are helping and protecting humanity, so it is only reasonable that I do the same. I feel I have finally found my mission, and started working on it successfully. 

But I'm not 100% happy all the time. I do feel kind of lonely when I don't have access to the friends on this site. Not a single person who is my age where I live seems to understand the great weight I carry. I try my best to be an example of awakening for them, but they prefer to stick to 3D concepts (like crying if they don't have Sperry shoes). There are times when I feel as if I want nothing more than to go home. I was suicidal in 10th grade because I had nobody on this planet to call a true friend.

When I start to feel that way, I remember my purpose: to assist. I know that I would never be put into a situation that would not help me grow as a conscious being. I will never be faced with anything I can't handle, or learn how to take care of. 

Sometimes I like to focus my energy and send out healing and love vibrations to the core of the Earth, where it will emanate to the entire population. This makes me feel good for reasons I really can't explain. Yes, there is a deep-rooted sadness that I try not to let others see, because I don't want it to bring them down. But I think it's time to address that problem. 

Awakening has been a difficult, but extremely rewarding, process. So tell me, how did you feel when you figured out where you were from? Did you have some of the same feelings and experiences I did? I'm open to talk to anyone who wants to talk to me, always.

Peace, Love, Light, and Advancement to all

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Hi Rachel! I'm 42 and went through the same when I was your age. I attempted suicide when I was 18. I always felt that I didn't and still don't belong here and at the same time I have always had this strong pull to help Humanity and open up their hearts. Every one of us has come here with a specific mission, I am glad you have clearly remebered what you are here for. We are mostly here to sustain the energy and to inject the 5th dimensional vibes inside this Planet. The deep-rooted sadness that you've been feeling is quite normal. Try to be as much indifferent as you can to this sadness, it's just the reaction of the ego to a kind of disappointment of the Soul. You are not ego, you are a very high-evoluted Soul and you're having some difficulties here because you're used to Unconditional and Universal Love. Your insight is strong and you're perfectly aware of being ONE, there is no sense of separation within your Heart unlike without it. That's why we are here: we are meant to spread the Energy of Home and take this Planet to the next level of consciousness. I wish you the best. If you want to get happier Love YourSelf more than anything else. When you fall in Love with the huge Self that is within your Heart you'll fall in Love with the ugly part of this corner of the Universe too. Let your Heart diffuse Light to your Mind: we are very mental beings and need to remember how to connect our physical mind to our Universal Mind...there are many techniques, the best though is Self-Love. May the Family help you reconnect very quickly. Take advantage of the Lunar eclipse of tonight...you'll be all facilitated in the absorption of very important news from Home. Take care and be Happy *-*

thank you very much for your kindness. You explained everything to me perfectly, and I am extremely grateful for that :) I plan to tune into my highest vibrational state tonight during the eclipse, I want to connect with Home like I never have before while on Earth. 

Thank you again for your loving concern, I send you the highest blessings :)

ELGA BASSO said:

Hi Rachel! I'm 42 and went through the same when I was your age. I attempted suicide when I was 18. I always felt that I didn't and still don't belong here and at the same time I have always had this strong pull to help Humanity and open up their hearts. Every one of us has come here with a specific mission, I am glad you have clearly remebered what you are here for. We are mostly here to sustain the energy and to inject the 5th dimensional vibes inside this Planet. The deep-rooted sadness that you've been feeling is quite normal. Try to be as much indifferent as you can to this sadness, it's just the reaction of the ego to a kind of disappointment of the Soul. You are not ego, you are a very high-evoluted Soul and you're having some difficulties here because you're used to Unconditional and Universal Love. Your insight is strong and you're perfectly aware of being ONE, there is no sense of separation within your Heart unlike without it. That's why we are here: we are meant to spread the Energy of Home and take this Planet to the next level of consciousness. I wish you the best. If you want to get happier Love YourSelf more than anything else. When you fall in Love with the huge Self that is within your Heart you'll fall in Love with the ugly part of this corner of the Universe too. Let your Heart diffuse Light to your Mind: we are very mental beings and need to remember how to connect our physical mind to our Universal Mind...there are many techniques, the best though is Self-Love. May the Family help you reconnect very quickly. Take advantage of the Lunar eclipse of tonight...you'll be all facilitated in the absorption of very important news from Home. Take care and be Happy *-*

That's amazing! I have had experiences where I have boarded ships too. As for your origin, you could have lived lives in all of those places and even more! I am intrigued by your experience actually flying the ship, and your instant travel. I think you may have teleported actually! I would love to hear more about it!

I am an Arcturian, so it only makes sense that my guide would be as well. I love him so much :)

Peace, Love, and Light,

Rachel A L

Piperon said:

Dearest and Beloved SISTER Rachel,

 

I didn't read this post before I knew your guide was an Arcturian and I added you as friend after I saw you drawn the Arcturian in his star uniform (I actually saw that uniform in one revelation event).  

 

I had a strange dream when I was very young about 12 yrs old - in this dream I was at my grandmother place and was sitting on a tree branch.  Then suddenly I saw a hot air balloon coming down from the sky slowly.  As it was coming down, it morphed into a huge spaceship.  Instantly, I was in the ship but now I could recall I was a thin Alien that look like Arcturian. The most significance part is he has only 3 fingers on each hands instead of 5.  I saw a control panel with three fingers socket on each side and a symbol on top of it.  In this dream I was able to fly the ship when I placed my fingers onto the sockets and communicate with the ship telepathically and direct her to fly in the direction I want.

 

When I glow up into adulthood, I am always fascinated with UFO, strange things and events.  When I google for the UFO, I found Rosewell UFO crash images and one of the images showed the similar control panel I saw in the dream with the same 4 fingers socket instead of 3.  I was told the gray used the similar technologies but they have 4 fingers instead.

 

Strange, isn't it? I am still trying to confirm my place of origin, some told me I was from Arcturian, some told me I was from the Angelic realm, some told me I was from Korena (a planet near the Arcturus System).  

 

Interestingly, I had one telepathic message while I was watching one video about Arcturian - the message was - I was able to travel instantly with a thought in my mind to the other white planet near my home planet (which is purple in colours, the tree, the grass - all in purple).  And travel back to my home planet with another thought too.  Instant travel without a ship.  Hahaha!!!!!

 

May the LOVE be with you always.

Piperon - The Spiritual Flute Player.

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