Twin Flame / Soulmate synchronicity after I decided I had to move on

Even after disconnecting and deciding to move on from someone I thought to be my twin flame, I am still getting strong prods from the Universe that she is "the one."

The history with this girl and I is long and complicated and I don't feel the need to get into it. All that matters is that our relationship was heavily founded on the fact that the Universe was strongly insisting it to both of us in the form of synchronicity.

For example, during a conversation at the picnic table in her backyard, we somehow got to the topic of procreation, and as soon as we made the psychic connection between our objectiveness and subjectiveness on the topic, a falcon flew out from a tree just 5 feet or so over us and then went elsewhere. It was incredible. We both just looked at each other wide-eyed, then changed the subject. 

Needless to say, things didn't work out. She was afraid of the significance our relationship held. I was afraid of being unable to meet her needs. We grew apart, and I just moved over 1000 miles away from her because I got a job offer.

 

But even here, the Universe is telling me that our relationship is not over.

 

1. I am staying in a hotel room until I can find an apartment. Right outside my window is a billboard advertising the local hospital, which is named "Lovelace Hospital." On it there is a woman holding a baby. She looks nearly identical to the girl I'm talking about. The text on the billboard reads "tiny miracles."

 

2. The bartender at the bar I went to tonight looked identical to the girl I'm talking about, and had very good advice for me as a newcomer to this town. All day I was seeking direction in my new environment, and I found it at the end of the day when this familiar looking bartender pointed me in the right direction.

 

3. Consulting my Runes about these things as an oracle has offered even more validation. Not seconds after I decided to ask about it, Rune #20, the rune of Journey, literally jumped out of the bag. If you look up Ralph H. Blum's interpretation of this rune, you will see that it is very auspicious for this situation. The 3 main topics of this rune are "Communication, Union, Reunion."

 

I know this post might seem like I'm obsessing over this girl. The thing is, I got past the idea that she was the only one for me long ago. I wouldn't have moved away if I still felt the same way about her. Yet now that I'm here, looking for new opportunities and expanding my horizons, all signs are still pointing to her. I'm not really sure what to make of this, but I plan on following the prayer cited in the interpretation of the Rune that showed itself to me in response to this situation.

 

"I will to will Thy Will."

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Permalink Reply by Tan on March 7, 2011 at 4:55am

Agree with you Makessah that it's helpful to not be led by the 'twin flame/soulmate' concept as this distracts from reality.  It's no use focusing on ideals as they become a religion and distract you from the reality of all relationship experiences.  However, soulmate and twin flame (also see Jung's anima/animus) concepts are useful for describing the powerful connections you can have with people that move you beyond personal love to deal with your own spirituality and these are not always of the romantic kind.  If I hadn't come across the soulmate/twin flame concepts (through synchronicity) I would have thought I was going mad! Well actually I did go mad...  

 

I have to say that before both of my encounters I was not really that spiritual but that the two relationships forced me to seek out explanation as they were so 'other worldly'. Our interactions with others are the only ways we can understand our own nature of self - they hold up a mirror to who we are.  There is nothing like the twin flame since they are the other half of your soul - the yang to your yin.  They embody the same values but come from a different energy standpoint.  My 'real' learning from this relationship is that my own consciousness has been divided and I wanted to know why - the conclusion was to know myself and that this is therefore why God split him/herself too.  Suddenly I could see how God is one and we are all a splinter of this consciousness.  You can see in this context why the twin is the ultimate learning experience and why they only come together in their last lifetime before ascending.  Duality collapses!  It was also through the twin I connected with source and started receiving 'messages' - a shock to me at the time.  The twin is the 'entry'.

 

Adam I love your lingo - AFLO!  When the twin happened to me I just kept thinking 'I've learnt enough leave me alone'!  No more learning!  I just want a normal relationship. Sigh... that wasn't to be the case!  

 

Permalink Reply by Adam W. on March 7, 2011 at 10:55am

It's important not to get tied up with those concepts because our perceptions can limit what is waiting for us. A soul mate or twin are just words we use to express what they are, and they do exist, but we as limited humans distort those meanings through words and take them into various expressions and blah. They are exactly as you experience them: they are partners on a soul level which (usually) have had many experiences with in more lives and realities than you would had with others. You have bonds with certain ones on different levels and each one never the same. Those that you find linking to on a deep heart level is not to be mistaken as puppy love or fooling around, and never ever should fool around if you are connecting with someone via heart.

I am not so good explaining this but will try. I love this interpretation... Consider the Flower of Life diagram, it is a limiting percepted visual on a 2D plane (measurment) that was someone's expression of the universe, or literally you.

The FOL is made up of nothing more than inter linking circles, and i am sure if they had more canvas space way back then the FOL would be more huge hehe. If youre good at switching visuals or brian modes you can see both, circles and flower petals... Each soul individual is a center of their own circle or flower, lotus whatever. We ALL have a vast soul family, partciularly the planet and beyond as one BUT, you see how there is a number of petals per circle. This is also a representation of your soul pod, your most closely circle of partners. I am not saying you have 6 partners or 12 or 3, this is just a system interpretation.

The ENTIRE grid of the flower of life is your soul family and you are interlinked with all other circles and flowers, but what everyone considers as their twins or soul partners are those they most resonate with via heart, and each circle represents that. We are all interlinked. When you twist one circle, all circles will move following. We affect one another.

So what people often go about on with twins, are just those that are the utmost closest within as your soul pod.

And often you switch partners. Like a dance.

 

 

This is my current understanding of the whole twin soul partner, and I enjoy the Flower Of Life's interpretation of it.

Permalink Reply by Vince on March 7, 2011 at 8:24pm
Great posts...

I believe Edward was not getting messages from the universe that he should reunite with the lady.

I believe he missed her so much that the things he notices reminds him of the lady. This is normal when you keep focusing on something in your mind and you tend to naturally find things in the real world to match what you focus on.

I also do not believe in the concept of a Twin Flame. However, I believe in soul mates and I stress the word mates with a plural because we could very well be destined to meet more than 1 person who could be with us. Sometimes, these soul mates aren't meant to be with you forever and you journey through life looking for another soul mate to connect with.
Permalink Reply by MoonStarlight84 on March 9, 2011 at 7:21pm

Hi Edward,

your situations sounds a bit close to mine.  See i was with a guy for close to 5 years and I thought and still think he is the one.  We broke up. Messy arguments, lies, other people etc... a whole lot of things happen.  I'm currently practicing tarot and I got the lovers card  which make me think he is the one.  but, it seems like I am going to have to move on for the time being because the situation as it is now just hurts to even think about.  Anyways, I wish you much luck and hope your twin flame come back to you.

Namaste.

Permalink Reply by Vidit Pavnaskar on February 11, 2012 at 4:10am

I know what are going through Edward. I too did things like moving on and all other stuff(and i tried doing it many times), but at the end of the day its the truth that we can't forget our twin no matter how busy we might get or how hard we try to forget about our twin. I too get signs whenever i try to hopelessly forget about my twin. I know its fate that works overtime in this connection. My suggestion would be to just go with the flow and let destiny unfold in its own time(i know its easy being said than done, but it works). And as far as clarity is concerned u might have heard about "when student is ready teacher appears". Its true with this connection.Believe in God and everything will fall in place in its own time.

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