Hey hey starseeds, indigos, etc etc...

For those of you who don't know me, here's some background info before I continue: I have a guardian which looks like the cheshire cat and I pretty much call him that anyways. I've also had a deep connection with dead people and death since I was a baby.

ANYWHO

A couple of years ago, I had a spiritual experience (possibly out of body) that to this day I don't know what it means or what really happened. I've tried doing tarot on it but I feel I still don't have a proper idea of what happened. So I've decided on impulse and curiosity to get the opinions of the starseed people here.

There was this group of people, spiritual and alien enthusiasts, who decided to do a live internet show/feed where they wanted as many people as possible to meditate at the same time with them to try and instigate alien contact or some kind of spiritual occurrence (any starseeds here know what I'm talking about and participate too?). My boyfriend and I did do this. The live meditation went on for a while and although my boyfriend told me he didn't have anything happen to him I, on the other hand, had something intense happen.

My boyfriend tells me that while this thing was happening to me, I was seemingly asleep or so deep in a trance that it was like I was asleep, cause he tried to talk to me but I didn't even move or make a sound.

SO HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED...

Everything was pitch black. I didn't see any symbols or nothing for a while, just simply having my eyes closed I assumed. Note that during this experience I'm not actually seeing my physical self, like in a dream or astral projection. I'm actually witnessing this as if I were wide awake. In fact I didn't even realize I wasn't awake when this was happening.

All of a sudden, I was laying on my back in the darkness. Although I didn't see anything that I may have been laying in, I couldn't move my arms or legs, like I was in some kind of coffin or containment...thing...O.o

I look up and see one of those old fashioned wheel levers, you know the ones where you get a bunch of guys to push in the same direction and the wheel spins and either lowers or raises something.

Anyway, I see the wheel, and all around it are skeletons. And then they start moving to the left, pushing the wheel. I feel my body being lowered slowly. I strain my neck to look behind me and I see deep in the darkness that there's a bright orange yellow light getting closer. I soon realize it's fire, seeing as how I could feel the heat.

As I was being lowered into the flaming pit, I could LITERALLY feel my body burning and on fire. Like I was truly being burned alive. It was excruciatingly painful!

I tried to scream, but for some reason I no longer had a voice, I couldn't make any sounds at all. I try to escape, but like I said earlier, I couldn't move.

I could literally see the flames around me at this point, engulfing my arms. I started to cry, thinking to myself "help me; get me out of here; somebody!"

Then the skeletons on the wheel disappeared into thin air and were replaced by my guardian cheshire. He replicated his body and started to push the wheel in the opposite direction.

I felt my body shoot upwards REALLY SUPER FREAKIN FAST, like on those tower of doom theme park rides only instead of dropping I'm going up. I'm flying so fast that I woke up and jumped, thinking I was going to hit the ceiling or fall of the bed.

Even though when I woke up I wasn't in that place and my body wasn't actually burnt, the over-saturated feelings of fear, sorrow, and helplessness still remained. I pretty much started crying upon awakening.

When I looked at the clock, the incident that felt like it happened in a matter of minutes actually lasted for an entire hour.

I was "sleeping" so soundly that my boyfriend left the room, not even realizing what horror I was in.

SOOOOO starseeds, what the hell do you think happened?