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Hey guys, so I have a few questions, and since theres a lot of open and loving minds here I would like to ask them. Maybe I just over-evaluate things sometimes or take them too seriously... but today I got this fortune: Deep faith eliminates fear.
1. What does this saying mean? I've been questioning myself and my being a starseed a lot, and even though everything I know and everything I feel points straight to the starseed age... for some reason, I feel like some part of me still denies it, even though I know that this has to by my path. Why do I feel this way? I think it might be because I lack knowledge of where I'm really from and lack spiritual experiences, like astral travel and stuff, but I don't know. :/ I want so badly to have faith, but I feel a lack of trust because I feel like everything is subject to failure, even though my experiences lead me to believe in everything I've heard, I still have trouble with it. :( I might lack faith, both in myself and my experiences.
2. Ok, so I hope some of you guys don't take it negatively, but I've done the Spirit Board before. And the first few times, the messages were clear and made sense, but then over time it just started to confuse me more with what it was saying. However, those were also times when I was filled with a lot of deep emotions, and probably uncertainty and fear too. Could that be why I experienced more confusion? Since I returned from studying abroad, I've done it with my sister a few times, and it started being clear again. Even though I had much negativity left from my experience, this was also after I had learned about starseeds, so I had a lot of the things in my life adding up. More specifically, I talked to Jesus. And when he entered the board, the room filled with so much love and I felt a lot better. Same with last night, because the samse thing happened. He also helped heal me once before when I felt sad about the idea of "hell". That was a very impatient time for me.
3. If the second dimension exists, and it's creations are real (which I've always considered as an option due to the endless amount of possibilities), then would that make the reality in those worlds a reflection of the individual who created them? I would think that the characters would be able to thnk on their own. And I know second dimension stuff seems kind of "out there" but something about it seems to make sense to me. Especially if the creators of these characters have a very close attachments to their creations. Any advice on this? It also makes me wonder about shows that were created where there is an absolutely evil being involved, because everything I know has made me believe there is no evil entity that exists as an entity, but exists as an illusion. Would the characters also have to overcome the illusion of "evil"?
4. What will happen in December? I've heard so many things, especially people saying how the world will end and the ascended will rise to the 5th dimension and the unascended will be reborn to a new world, but I don't believe this. However, I've also wondered how all souls on the earth will ascend, especially because there are some people that live with so much fear in their lives. Will the changes exceed 2012 and just continue to change until conciouseness is reached, or what? Confused! O.O
I'm SO sorry if I ask too many questions. I think a part of my awakening has been just finding out about the starseed phenomina, but I don't think I'm completely awake because I lack experiences and assurance of those experiences. I feel like I don't know anything about anything, sigh. :'( I also feel kind of sad because you guys are all so great, and I feel so far behind. I also feel like I lost a part of myself because when I went to Portugal to study abroad I absorbed so much negativity, which I guess is like a blessing in disguise, but it sure doesn't feel like it. :( I could use some healing and advice, and I feel silly asking for it because I usually promote doing my own healing. So sorry guys, I don't want anyone to be plagued by this energy, just need some help. :/ I wish I could just forget what happened in Portugal. I've always been really driven, but for some reason I'm starting to lack belief in myself.
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Permalink Reply by Namaia - dancerontheedge on -
Hi dear Avataratg, so your post has been almost lost in the system. =).
Maybe I can help a bit. Evaluation is a responsible act for your own right development, so don't ever let yourself be encouraged to take anything at face value.
1. "Deep faith eliminates fear". Though true, this isn't very helpful for you as true faith grows with experience and knowledge. You don't just acquire it. Blind faith which many get caught up in, can be grabbed onto, but the end result is disillusionment. The true antidote for fear is Love, which is a resource within every one of us, and easily accessed by a simple choice. If you love that which you fear, you can no longer fear it.
The most important thing for feeling secure in yourself and the world is to "Know Yourself", that is the awesome being you are inside yourself. Having insight into who you have been in the past is interesting and to a certain extent empowering, but not necessary. You CAN trust the intuitions you have concerning your inner Self, your strengths and weaknesses, your path, what wisdom you gain through your experiences, etc.
2. I don't know about spirit board, but I know Jesus, not the distorted and watered down version presented by many, and he can be relied apon, as you have already learned. I don't put confidence in most 'psychic' stuff as most of it is a load of old manure.
3. Can't say anything about 2D I'm sorry!
4. December 2012. I don't believe a lot of what's said about this either!! And why should we? All that's required is to listen to your spirit and live your life with sincerity. What is ahead is never set in stone, there are so many factors affecting how physical reality manifests, and whatever is said, the bottom line is that it's us here, on the planet, that are creating these changes.
It's basic spiritual law that those outside have no right to interfere, and that is why so many with high frequencies have arrived here at this time, to bring to pass the highest outcome, according to our wisdom, not according to entities out 'there'. Any beings from other dimensions seeking to assist these changes will be working with us, not trying to get us to work with them. This is OUR project.
I'm SO sorry that your questions have been overlooked. Could be dispiriting in one trying to find her way. No-one is more great than another. Take that to heart. Who you are is truly wondrous and totally unique.
Whatever happened in Portugal, the easiest way to deal with it, is to take it to Jesus and leave it with him.
Much love and blessings to you dear heart, Namaia.
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Permalink Reply by Lost_Kane on -
Hey Avataratg! You are not alone on "being lost". I'm also experiencing what you have on your first question. It is quite difficult and frustrating to be thrusted into something that's "outside the box". It also feels like you're left behind when you see others progress quite rapidly while we feel like we are left behind and not advancing as fast as we want it to be. So if you would like, we can be friends and we can help each other out through all this change..? :)
Lost_Kane
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Permalink Reply by Azariel on
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1. You are not the only one who has been struggling to come to terms with conflicting beliefs. Even though In my heart I know the truth, or at least some of it, my human instincts kick in and I can find myself doubting my beliefs and abilities. Do not give in to doubt and fear. Learn to trust what is in your heart and stay attuned with your higher self and set your human, survival / fear based instincts asside. It is only natural for us living in human forms to experience doubt and fear even if it conflicts with what we truly believe in our heart and soul.
3. Reguarding 2D, while I do not know for certain whether consious beings reside in the second dimension, I will say that almost every 'fictional' reality exists somewhere in some parallel or alternate reality. Anything created with enough love or intent will manifest itself in some reality or form.
4. I do not believe 2012 will be the end by any means; however I do think the end of this year will be significant and mark the beggining of a period of great change. However keep in mind it is really up to all of us as to what the future holds. We as a collective help to create and shape this reality and the future is constantly fluxuating. What is the future today may not be the future tommorow, or at least not your future in your time stream. It can get complicated, but in short the ever changing present determines the ever changing future. While there are some fixed moments in time, most events can be changed based on decisions on and individual and collective level.
Imagine a better world - visualize it, feel it in your hearts as if it were already here, focus all of your intent on creating change, and together we can live it.
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Permalink Reply by 099qezycdfep1 on -
Hi, I could feel that your faith in yourself is almost non-existent, but not gone. You do not have to judge yourself against any others who sound really advanced and can do things that you can't. I can't see spirit, I can't hear spirit but I can FEEL spirit and I felt like you for many years but it was only when I went to a medium in Feb 2012 that when I mentioned this to him he told me 'you dismiss the things you feel and know as mistakes and think your mind has made them up but that is how spirit communicates with you so start believing and trusting!!!!'
Trust in your self at your personal stage of development that you are now at and know that you are making progress even if it feels slow because you are consciously addressing it which means you are being aware and looking for answers. I WAS SO AWED that you managed to speak with Jesus!!!!!Wow I would absolutely love if I could commune with him and ask some direct questions and gets some direct answers, but I know that when I ask Jesus for help or ask questions in my mind, I know that he will find a way to show me the answers within. So I too have to constantly have faith in what I am feeling and know that that is how it is meant to be for me now. I ask for the Universe, my Guardian Angels and Spirit Guides and AAMichael to give me signs when I need certain answers and then when a sign pops up which is obvious and relevent, I STILL doubt it!!!!!! I must try their patience SO MUCH that I cringe when I ask now!!!!!
Do you know what? We humans are all mostly very similar in how we think, feel, doubt, worry, fear etc so my words to you are, you are absolutely fine and normal and you seem like a conscientious and loving soul who is on the right path and can regain anything that was left behind simply because you wish it so! That is how the universe works. Don't waste any more time regretting but start asking to get that thing back and know that you will have it!! Let me know how you get on!
Love light and blessings to you
Marisax
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Permalink Reply by avataratg on
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Hey guys! I can't be thankful enough for your comments. I read EVERY word. My heart adores all of you and you helped me feel a lot better. It's time for me to really look within and start trusting my heart instead of just listening and nodding my head, you know? Haha, I love all my masters, and the guardian spirits of other worlds and this world. I spent a week up in the mountains, and it did wonders. It was so beautiful! Sure, I got poison oak... But it was worth it. ;) I feel much better, and I might even be closer to figuring out where I'm really from, though I've also learned that the most important thing is not knowing these things as much as living life in each moment with love and compassion for all creation. Again, thank you so much for your answers. And for the member who said she'd like some direct answers from Yeshua/Jesus, you might wants to try the Spirit Board. Some people try it and pull up negative energy, but usually they're youngsters looking for trouble. As long as you go into it with positivity, it won't give you any trouble. The masters are a lot of fun to talk with, but somehow I can't wait until I master astral travel and can talk with them directly, you know? Haha ^_^ we always keep moving forward, I'm sure of it. Be spiritual! Namaste
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I'm sorry I didn't reply before! Of course we can be friends. ^_^ I am actually trying to get through even more right now, and it would be great to have someone to talk to. :)
Lost_Kane said:Hey Avataratg! You are not alone on "being lost". I'm also experiencing what you have on your first question. It is quite difficult and frustrating to be thrusted into something that's "outside the box". It also feels like you're left behind when you see others progress quite rapidly while we feel like we are left behind and not advancing as fast as we want it to be. So if you would like, we can be friends and we can help each other out through all this change..? :)
Lost_Kane
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