I've never really had a hard time remembering dreams... Actually, I remember them all the time. I also know that they don't always mean something, and are sometimes just the reflection of your day to day activity. But I thought I should ask all of you about these two I had, last night and the night before.

My first dream was that the Sirians came down in small ships, that all branched off from the mothership (which also landed on earth). Given, I haven't really thought about this topic that much. I was so overwhelmed and crying a lot in my dream because I wanted to return to where I came from so badly, but I also have connections here. Not so much because I would have a hard time leaving them, but more so because I know how much these people would miss me. I myself (I mean, if this were to happen) would feel ready to move on... but I would feel guilty because I feel like these people need me. Anyone here to give advice so I can better prepare myself if this does happen?

My second dream was that I was back in the world from which I came (and no, I'm not Sirian... at least not in origin), but it was awkward because although I was in my body, I had no previous memories of my life there. And it seemed to them (I mean my family there...) that no time had passed at all, and that they almost, uh, forgot that I left. I wonder what it'll be like when I really return... O.O

Is anyone else so excited, and yet, so anxious as to how things will turn out?