Namaste fellow travellers,

I wanted to share with you an experience I had last week with a professional Akashic Record reader, in case some of you may be thinking about getting one done and wanted to know more, or are just plain curious about it. 

My aim is to give an honest and fair account to the best of my ability, and for this reason I'm not going to mention the name of the reader, or how much she charged, except to say that I felt it was a fair price for an hour of her time.  

My understanding of The Akashic Records is that it's a dynamic and highly sensitive interactive body of consciousness which pervades all existence and all being, recording every iota of thought, action and intention like a spider's web or a stone cast into a great pool of water, cognizant of and impacted by every vibration, creating ripples and complexities which in turn influence collective consciousness here on earth.  

It's possible that when we review our lives at the point of physical

death, that it's the Akashic Records we're deeply immersed in at that point, experiencing everything again on every level and from every angle, not just the limited perception we had at the time we were physically incarnate.

So what posessed me to get a reading done?  Well, previous to a few weeks ago the idea had never crossed my mind. Then one evening I was online chatting to another starseed when she recommended this person
as being the 'real deal', and the readings for a reasonable price, and curiosity got the better of me.  Now, I'm not really one for psychic readings in general as I've personally never gained from them each time I've had them done in the past, plus they've had also negatively
influenced me in some way, even if that was not their intention.  But this wasn't being promoted as a psychic reading so that was another plus for me.  So I decided to check this lady reader out by going to her webpage, and it looked to be okay.  So I emailed her to clarify a few things, and satisfied, I booked an hour long skype
reading for saturday 28th July. During this time she asked me to formulate up to 6 questions I wanted answers to, which I duly did.

When the day came there was a problem because I hadn't figured in the daylight savings time with the different time zones, apparently, so I was on early and wondered where she was!  However, she eventually came
online and we started 20 minutes early for her, which was a nice thing to do.

The reading began by the lady saying a prayer aloud which tuned her in and ensured we were both divinely protected by our attunement.  I didn't really have time to feel connected to her as we hadn't set up much of a rapport beforehand and throughout the reading I never felt any real connection with her, which was somehow odd, as I would normally feel something, but it was a kind of blank and I was slightly concerned she would feel this too and draw a blank in the reading.

However all the questions were answered but not always in the way that I necessarily wanted them to be.
The first question was, "what is the origin or my illness?" I felt the answer was put in a way that was in hindsight more of a reflection of her own impressions from the akashic records rather than what they may really have said, and this was sometimes true of other questions she
answered, but for the most part, this worked well anyway.
 
So what did she say?  To answer this I will just put it all together in no particular order because it's all intricately tied together, as you might expect.  Regarding my illness, she came up with something which was relevant to the present moment and how my illness was effecting me now, which was pertinent, rather than what it's origin
was, and only after went into the background of it.

 
What she described is exactly what I had thought, i.e. that the illness was something I had chosen before I incarnated, rather than something which just 'happened' to me, which involved my parents, family and global 'karma', spiritual and genetic, and that I had experienced two previous incarnations where I had attempted to
synthesise the necessary experiences in different ways, but now I had chosen the most difficult route of all, that I was getting right down to the roots of it so it could no longer be ignored in this lifetime, which was also part of the worlds 'karma' I was taking on.  For this she gave me the image of a tree which was connected from sky to
root, that my task was to express the interconnectedness of all, which is not always as 'easy' as the simplicity of the tree might portray, but once the key is found it works like a tuning fork through vibration throught the whole 'tree' or being, and this healing would be the foundation of my mission/tree/being.

 
She also confirmed that the Record Keepers told her I was definitely a starseed, but that to get to the origins of my spiritual ET family which I'm still not 100 per cent sure about, I would find out through my dreams because this is how they come to me, which is true, except that I hadn't dreamed about them since I was a child.   I told her that I had shut down so much because I was so haeart centred growing up that I cannot bear to live in this world on that level and have subsequently developed a thick skin.  She told me that having that level of sensitivity is key to my recovery no matter how painful, and that regarding my fears of being open to the astral world again, that the Keepers are telling me to 'hum'. 

Presumably to either change my vibration or alter my surroundings.

She also added that by 'karma' she didn't mean to say it was a debt owed, but to go beyond current belief systems of what karma may be as a personal issue.  Put simply, it's a build up of energy that needs to be released via cause and effect which is both personal and planetary, so that in being able to work it out personally and understand all the intracacies of my own life, including family genetic karma going back generations and my own current illness, my starseed mission is to be a
an example to the world in healing, vibration and
awareness as a teacher and holistic healer, but that I just needed to develop the self confidence to be that example, which I don't have right now, which is also true as I'm still ill and just not ready yet.  For this condifende she was given the image of pushing through doors, something I just needed to apply effort to establish and that would be it.  

She also said that when I was told this was my 'last chance lifetime' at the age of four, when I asked God why it was that I was back on this planet again, that it meant that I would still have the freedom to choose to reincarnate if I wanted once this lifetime was over, but
that once I had achieved my mission here, that it would not be necessary for me to physically incarnate again anywhere, ever, so this also confirmed what I had always known since the age of four but put it in a more positive light rather than thinking "I had better not eff up this time, or I'll be back down on this hellhole again, with insects and cruelty and ignorance, etc". For that I am grateful, because I feel renewed in my mission - without the awful pressure to succeed that was always niggling in the background, but with more confidence.

There was no reference to Ascension or to whether anyone else would have to physically incarnate after their own current physical lifetimes are done here at this time, but what I read from this is that she doesn't predict the future for humanity, she just reads your own records, so that one is still a mystery! 

She wasn't able to name any of my guides except for one called 'Theresa'.  This name means nothing to me so far.
The reader didn't tell me anything I didn't already know except for the name of this guide, but confirmed that I am on the right track in my life and automatically tapping into the records as I go along. The keepers and my spiritual family are happy with my progress and say I'm
doing well.
 
However, there were some parts which I wasn't happy with.  She kept trying to give advice, which I didn't think was appropriate.  At one point she told me not to feel guilty about such and such, when I didn't feel guilty about it at all, which made me feel she was making
assumptions about me which I didn't like, and the other thing she said was that 'they'- either the Keepers or guides or whoever, kept repeating something which I was already fully aware of regarding my spirituality, which I felt if they had known me at all, wouldn't have even bothered to say never mind repeat....Unless there was a hidden message there.  I must admit it has made me look at it differently, so perhaps that's what I needed, and that was the way it was achieved for me.  But at the time of the reading I definitely didn't understand why
that was said and although I didn't bring it up during the reading itself as I didn't want to throw her off track or use up too much time digressing, I did email her afterward this week, and am still awaiting a reply to see what her own interpretation of that was.

So I don't know if there was a reason for the other things she said, but in hindsight, I think it some of it was probably down to her reading skills and how she interpreted what the Record Keepers said or what she saw. I also don't know if any of the things she told me about my mission were things she also says to other clients, for example that they are meant to be examples to the world in what they do, also, as that would also make sense to them, too, I feel, as everyone is an
example in their own way, however well known or not we become in the process, because everything we do impacts the collective consciousness or the Akashic Records, however we want to view it, whatever we have
come here to do or achieve.

In the final analysis I'm glad I've had it done.  I was somehow expecting more, especially details on some things like my starseed family, and feel a little disappointed that something I imagined might be mentioned, wasn't, namely an aspect of my creativity, but on reflection I believe a reference was made to it by them talking about the importance of my hands, but I misinterpreted it as being to do with healing so I took the communication down a different route.  

So it was worth it for me, as I would have been forever curious otherwise. Now I'm thinking I just have to keep trusting my inner knowing and that's my connection to the Akashic Records, so I'm fully satisfied.  I would have one again to clear up the confused parts of it, i.e. to gather whether or not some of what was said was the
reader's interpretation or what was really there, but only if it was free.  I don't feel the need to pay for another one.  

I hope my review has been helpful to you. :-)