The Consciousness Has Shifted...The Awakening Has Begun
Much love to you ! Stay strong ! i hated food and my body at one point in my life too.
He does care ! And you are beautiful and worthy !
Air your heart as much as you want, it is good to take some pressure of your chest. We all had to suffer one moment in our lives to remember what we're doing. shout out to the ones always seeking happiness and finding there way out of suffering.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5_iuub5GA0 (K-Rino - Love yourself)
Have some fruit, fruit is sweet.
(PS. dunno if it stupidity to give some one advice when you're hurting/healing yourself)
Me, myself and I.
Why would you say he doesn't care?
I'll take a line from my Teacher "I think you're projecting rather than perceiving."
He definitely cares. It is you who doesn't care. Why is this? Only you can answer that.
Here's an exercise: Go find a mirror. Look into it and smile. See that beautiful truth.
"The biggest enemy you will ever face is in that mirror, self." Let go of self image. Surrender the ego. Be free and be loved.
It might not be as simple as eating something, but in the end it really kind of is.
I fixed my eating disorder with Psychedelics (lsd)
Now I lost 50lbs weight.
Used to have trouble eating for 16 yers, daily. Lived from pizza 3 times a day for 16 years. Bad health too.
My health is getting optimal now, never looked better.
Whether it works for others I don't know, but many say it has cured them too.
In fact it made me remember just how much we are as spiritual beings.
Now I can live from anything. Oatmeal, toastbread. Eating is in balance like was I born from new.
Before I would eat all the time, and use all my money on eating, almost got thrown on the street due to it. Lended money from all i know to overeat. Real eating addiction.
Fries,pizza 3 times a day for many years. Decade.
And 3l Cola too..
Now I drink water only.
I also stopped smoking.
I hope you get better, maybe there is something that can help you. A natural medicine of some sort.
*gentle hugs* I commend your bravery for putting your feelings out there like this, it takes a great deal of courage to do so.
I've been in a similar dark place, so I know you have the strength to survive. <3 I've also worked as a certified counselor, so if you're ever interested in talking, venting, or conversing, I always welcome a PM. Nurture yourself right now, dear; take the time you need for self-care. Sending you so much love for your healing. XOXO
Sorry to hear of your struggles. I hope you have some support in your area, such as a support group or clinic. Please know that we all do care for you. Empress's advice to at least try an apple - or maybe a smoothie - to be friendly to your body, is good advice.
As a fellow anorexic, I know the feeling.
I have had issues with that myself I know its hard to take advice from someone who has not experienced it because they do not understand the anxiety, the whispers and the thoughts. My advice is to love yourself for who you are and not for how others view you; If know you have a problem seek professional help and finally drink a lot of water. If you cant force yourself to eat drink water, juices or liquids to stay hydrate it helps with the fainting spells. stay hydrated.
I know in my heart you will overcome this obstacle, don't think about dying over a stupid relationship. good luck to you sister.