hi everyone, startin' this for me is quite hard.
Month ago I met a starseed group, there was this guy..oh well, making it short...we are connected like with no one else before in my life, and you and only you can understand what this can mean for someone like us.
I met a lot of brothers and sister, with him is quite different.
we have in common little pieces of memory, even if we do not know if we came from the same place.
We use to talk like One.
we feel like we are connected to work together, but after all this...we fell in love.
something in our dreams (memories) since we were kids tell us of a lost love...that resembless each other.
We never met.
we are lost, in pain, fightin' this strong feeling that we merely understand.
I have a partner (and two beautiful 3 years old twins), i told him everything and he's giving me the time to understand.
we are in pain, we do not know ...we are so scared (oh yes, we know everything about fear but we feel it)...we are passing the days letting us go e taking us back.
I find myself in a postition of being lost.
Been always focused and strong.
Someone told us that love between us is not good for the mission (kin of forbidden!!!), we are going to lose ourselves, the armony of my family is in geopardy, but this happen, even if i wish not.
we are scared and lost, scared to find out we are fools, scared to lose our identity, if he is not who i remeber of...is like we went in panic, and our brain is not able to think anymore.
I did not find one love between starseed and I'm soooo confused.
I am going through changes, in body anda mind, might be unable for this to think clearly?
sometimes i think i've been crazy all my life, believing all this, all that i still do believe, i'm nothing but a starseed...