hi everyone, startin' this for me is quite hard.
Month ago I met a starseed group, there was this guy..oh well, making it short...we are connected like with no one else before in my life, and you and only you can understand what this can mean for someone like us.
I met a lot of brothers and sister, with him is quite different.
we have in common little pieces of memory, even if we do not know if we came from the same place.
We use to talk like One.
we feel like we are connected to work together, but after all this...we fell in love.
something in our dreams (memories) since we were kids tell us of a lost love...that resembless each other.
We never met.
we are lost, in pain, fightin' this strong feeling that we merely understand.
I have a partner (and two beautiful 3 years old twins), i told him everything and he's giving me the time to understand.
we are in pain, we do not know ...we are so scared (oh yes, we know everything about fear but we feel it)...we are passing the days letting us go e taking us back.
I find myself in a postition of being lost.
Been always focused and strong.
Someone told us that love between us is not good for the mission (kin of forbidden!!!), we are going to lose ourselves, the armony of my family is in geopardy, but this happen, even if i wish not.
we are scared and lost, scared to find out we are fools, scared to lose our identity, if he is not who i remeber of...is like we went in panic, and our brain is not able to think anymore.
I did not find one love between starseed and I'm soooo confused.
I am going through changes, in body anda mind, might be unable for this to think clearly?
sometimes i think i've been crazy all my life, believing all this, all that i still do believe, i'm nothing but a starseed...
Marty

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Wow, that is quite the predicament you are in, Marty. What does this person offer that your partner and two beautiful twins don't?

I don't believe this is a question you should be asking others. I believe this is a battle within yourself you need to sort out. Your heart has all the answers. You can't deny how you feel, but those feeling may be coming up to be released, and it is quite possible you may be misunderstanding them. Look at all sides of the situation, meditate on it, don't rush the results, and you may find that your mind starts to perceive the situation at a higher level and more clearly then you are currently experiencing. You are not crazy, and you are not alone.

I think you made a very brave move by being open and honest about this with your partner. And your partner must be a very understanding and loving person to give you the time to sort this out. Look at all aspects of the situation, Marty, and follow your intuition... once you have silenced your mind a little. Easier said then done sometimes I know, but give it time. Time can be a beautiful thing.

I wish you the best of Luck, Love and Light.
Better to regret what you do, than what you don't.


An oversimplified answer for a complicated situation. But, really. Think about it.
I do agree on your short but clear answer...
this if I see clearly trough myself...and if I try to listen to myself quietly, and with love, with no fear.
What stuck me-us on all this is this kind of legend that we should not love each other...
Someone, well, a lot of us heard of this, but not me, and honestly I do not feel all this "forbidden", neither I understand it.
Might be my mistake...I someone know abouti it, please a clue...
thanks a lot everyone...Marty

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