Reuniting Humanity With Their Divinity...It's Time
These past few months have been a bit difficult for me. Things started happening one after the other. For starters, I "lost" my mentor (the human who helped me get started on my awakening) due to some certain circumstances that I'm not going to get into. It led me to feel lost and vulnerable because I still hungered for knowledge of my origin and to what my true purpose is. I've searched for answers and followed the advice of those who helped me but I still came up empty handed. And then out of frustration, I stopped looking. Then one day, I started to look up at the clouds because the way they looked intrigued me. Day or night I would just stare at them and wonder why they look that way. Along with my fascination of clouds, I started losing interest in exercising (which I was always willing to do). I would try to start doing an activity (ex: reading a book) and would delay finishing it or lose interest in it when I know its about halfway done. I've never done that before especially when it comes to reading. I also have a bad case of memory loss and am not able to distinguish directions. I would forget my friends' or familiar people's names and get confused very easily. Then lately, I would find myself to be very anxious at night (for no reason) and become extremely drowsy at any time of the day. I feel like I have lost interest in my surroundings (except for the clouds) and the people around me. After I have interacted with people for a long period of time (ex: school), I would go home tired and feel like my energy has been depleted even when I have not done anything strenuous. Is there something wrong with me for feeling like I'm losing my mind? I feel so much disconnection inside of me that its like I can't get a hold of myself. What can I do to ease up this feeling?
I would advise meditating and breathing exercises. They help in centering you and balancing your chakras. Or going to a spot you enjoy and brings you peace. I find some yoga always helps me out. I'm sorry that you have lost your mentor and clearly it has taken a toll...but don't stop learning, researching, and stimulating your mind. Your mind is a precious thing. Be strong.
So sorry to hear you're having such a hard time, and that you lost your mentor. I can definitely relate. I completely agree with Katherine, and in addition would like to say that what you have described sounds very much like some of the myriad of ascension symptoms MANY people have been experiencing. As a matter of fact, there is even a thread by someone done recently on the main page. However, you find a lot more info by googling "ascension symptoms". It's been an insane roller-coaster for me for the past two years. Finding people who can relate makes it easier to endure the changes all of our bodies (physical, emotional, subtle,etc) must undergo.
As for chakra balancing, I have found that made of us need to cleanse and balance our Root chakras even more than ever before. Spending some time in Nature, and "earthing" (being barefoot and connected to Gaia) is very very helpful in these times.
Lots of Love, Healing and Blessings to you!
I suggest trying new things (sometimes old)* learning yourself* testing out new perspectives and horizons
everything is fine and perfect.
Congratulations for moving on :)
Trust you intuition
whatever it sais
if you dont do it
be gentle with yourself
go into the unknown
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Thanks everyone for all the advice and help. Sorry if I've replied late, life has been keeping me up on my toes. And I don't think I have an implant/parasite on me because my guardians are very good in protecting me from any harm. Although I really am having a hard time with meditation because it's hard for me to keep my mind empty and focused. It usually runs 100 things at a time because it seems like I have lost interest in a lot of things and I need a multitude of thoughts to keep my mind at ease. The synchronicities in my life have been happening as often as once a week now too. And its hitting me that these changes are part of my ascension because of all those yall have written and I have read. I thank yall very much for all the love.
I would suggest some grounding.. with all the energies and changes going on.. one can go only up.. into the clouds. Ground your awakening energy in the earth.. and try to exercise even if you dont feel like it.. sometimes reading a lot of spiritual stuff or practicing much meditaton can leave one a bit ungrounded. Tho im not saying meditation is Bad. no way! it is wonderful! but.. considering the heightened energy coming around.. we need to constantly ground.. dont get stuck in the clouds..hehe
just my advice..
as i am always up there and work daily to come down..
hi im just like that to, spend ages, just sitting looking at the clouds, laughing at their funny shapes and even talking to them, o.o, am dizzy, ditzy, forgetful, clumsy, tired, exhausted, lazy even, but happy, smiles. somedays i have a hyper brain, and cant stop learning, researching, others i sleep all day and night, "just go with the flow", and "dont worry be happy". :) says dizty hippy sea. giggles. its like being on something, feeling high. when im not on anything. :)