Reuniting Humanity With Their Divinity...It's Time
for years know iv been into spirituality, iv spent so much money on books and buying stones and sacrificed loads and loads off my time, and i have nothing to show for it, iv only had one or 2 experiences but i could put that down to dreaming or coincidence.
people have said maybe im afraid but i can tell you im not, why would leaving your body and travel the universe be scary? or meet people from other stars? iv heard its my doubt aswell but when i first started years ago and the experiences i had i didnt have any doubt.
alot of time has passed now and iv looked at my life while iv been into all this and all it has done has drawn me away from friends, family and living my life. so many times iv stayed in my room reading it up instead off going out with friends and family, im know as boring now. and now most my mates have there own places with girlfriends and kids. i have nothing.
Im not saying i dont believe it anymore cus thats not true, the amount of people on the planet with experiences is phenomenal, in a decent world that would be hard evidence in court. i just think that its only for chosen people, and im not one of them lucky ones, maybe im just a boring earthling. i will still pray cus i have allways believed in god and believed there is life after death.
time to start living :)
Well, I'm told that you are. The thing about finding inner truths is to keep questioning and listening. Information will be given to us when our higher selves know we are ready to receive it. Little by little. Who cares if people think you're boring? If boring is what it takes to find who you really are instead of going out and getting wasted, then I'd choose that life over the other. As you can see, I'm not one to go out with friends either but I don't feel like I'm boring because of it. I know that I'm weird, but no, I'm not boring. I accept myself and I will continue to grow as long as I continue to question the mysteries in this universe, while they're out partying and getting wasted and in big trouble with the cops. O.O
On a personal note, people have their own opinions of what boring is. From my perspective, if I go out and do something that doesn't relate to me gaining any type of personal growth, then I call that boring. o.o;; I can't even watch regular TV shows unless I'm actually learning something from them. So don't feel bad if anyone thinks you're boring. Because what they may be doing to their own tastes, may be just as boring for you. Perspective, my friend. Keep it going. Don't give up. :)
And remember, everyone is on their own journey. The ideal or perfect life does not have to mean you have to have the perfect job with the perfect house and the perfect wife. From what I feel, material possessions cannot even compare with the extraordinary fundamentals of spiritual attainment. In other words, being fulfilled should not come from the material aspect of this world, but from the inner fulfillment of ourselves.
It's not a bad thing to do some "soul-searching" before you settle down and start a life. Most people just rush straight into their lives without truely getting to KNOW themselves; which means delving deep into their minds and focusing on every aspect that pops up in it and figuring out what it means to you. I believe you spending that time was not a waste. And that your family and friends will understand if they are meant to be a part of your life (I know it's cliche, but it fits. Or at least I think it does. lol).
I find it amazing that your journey hasn't unrouted you from your beliefs.
I wish you the absolute best of luck and know that all answers will be answered one day so long as we are patient. Our Maker knows the best time to belay things to us.
Chin up and good luck! C: