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A Star Seed's Life: Obstacles, Bad Luck and Other Crap?
I was just wondering if anyone feels the same about life in general at the moment.
I have been experiencing a lot of disappointments, failures, bad luck and other crap lately. Just need to vent some of my frustrations...
Issue #1 - Discrimination?
I moved to Australia in search of a better life. It has been almost a year since I have been here. I have exhausted most of my savings to come here and now I have to depend on my family to support me here while I look for my first job.
I have applied for almost 200 jobs, had almost 10 interviews, 1 job offer that went pear shaped because the employer was trying to do something dodgy and I refused to go ahead.
Some of them tell me I have no "Australian experience" and other crap that has nothing to do with my skills and ability to do the job well. Is it because I have black hair, yellow skin and like to eat rice and noodles?
Issue #2 - Electric Bicycle Battery Dream Got Crushed
I have been dreaming of converting my bicycle to an electric bike for ages. I finally found a good deal from an Australian company in Perth.
It took me a long time to get it all installed. I could not mount the battery to my bicycle's frame so I secured to my rack as well I as I could... Maybe not enough.
During my first test ride, I was riding on the back lanes and foot paths near my home. The battery fell off and rolled sweetly onto the road where 2 cars crushed it! $500 down the toilet just like that.
First ride and this happened... When I saw my battery rolling on the footpath towards the road, I quickly jumped off my bike and ran to try to save the battery... Scratched my leg in the process and could not save my battery.
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This is just a small glimpse of some of the challenges I am facing...
Is it just me or do you guys experience similar things? I am working hard to achieve my dreams but the process is just so damn hard and when I get it, it sometimes turns out to be a disaster like how my battery got crushed on the first test ride...
Being a star seed is hard enough. I wonder why I signed up for a life of so many struggles and disappointments. What did I do to deserve this?
Although I do want to help make the world a better place, I find it difficult to keep my energy levels at a positive and higher vibration when I am constantly thinking of my own survival - where am I going to get my money, when am I going to find a job, etc...
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AdminPermalink Reply by Tej on -
Dear Vince...I read through you article. Lot of star seeds relate to similar situations in their lives. Let me be very practical here. What is the sort of better life you were looking when you moved to Australia. What is your area of expertise. Do you have a support system that is strong?...Have you tried to speak to your consulate? I saw that you stay in NSW.
Now to the other stuff, you are trying to block your own view and you are letting your emotions take control of the situation. Stop. Think for a moment. What is that you truly seek. Starseeds too need to eat, live and exist. I see your noble intentions of making the world a better place..however, start with and within yourself. Just for starters, check this website and see if this helps you in finding a proper job for your skillsets.
Let the Light be your guide always. Namaste.
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Permalink Reply by Vince on -
Regarding my bicycle issue... I emailed the bicycle company and showed them the photos of the crushed battery.
The owner of the company was kind enough to sell me a replacement battery at cost price with free shipping.
Then he found out about my expertise with web sites and he proposed that we do a barter trade to exchange my skills for more bicycle parts he has. I am up for that...
Sometimes shit happens so that good things can come in. If my battery did not get crushed today, I would not have emailed the photos to him and he would not have found out about my skills to propose the trade. Over time, I would get more value out of the $500 + $400 I just had to fork out...
Regarding my Aussie job issue... I have a very clear vision of the life I want in Australia. I know I will eventually get there and I realised that my path isn't the most easy one to take because of my current visa status in Australia. Believe me, I visit Seek.com.au almost every day....
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There are times when I get overwhelmed with emotions. Not very often though as I bounce back quite quickly and often find ways to turn lemons into lemonade.
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AdminPermalink Reply by Tej on -
Keep up the good work Vince. Good luck to you about sharing your expertise with the owner of the company. Do not forget to sign a contract if you are going to share your ideas.
Good luck again.
Vince said:Regarding my bicycle issue... I emailed the bicycle company and showed them the photos of the crushed battery.
The owner of the company was kind enough to sell me a replacement battery at cost price with free shipping.
Then he found out about my expertise with web sites and he proposed that we do a barter trade to exchange my skills for more bicycle parts he has. I am up for that...
Sometimes shit happens so that good things can come in. If my battery did not get crushed today, I would not have emailed the photos to him and he would not have found out about my skills to propose the trade. Over time, I would get more value out of the $500 + $400 I just had to fork out...
Regarding my Aussie job issue... I have a very clear vision of the life I want in Australia. I know I will eventually get there and I realised that my path isn't the most easy one to take because of my current visa status in Australia. Believe me, I visit Seek.com.au almost every day....
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There are times when I get overwhelmed with emotions. Not very often though as I bounce back quite quickly and often find ways to turn lemons into lemonade.
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Permalink Reply by Singing Aesephena on -
I've been plagued with bad luck as well. Though maybe it isn't so much bad luck as it is life lessons we are meant to learn. All in one year I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, unemployed, harassed by school loan companies, my dad was arrested for stealing from the government, my mom was laid off work for over a month because my dad's arrest affected her security clearance (she works for the government), I experienced many heartaches with people I was in love with, found out that I am gay...The list just goes on and on. So believe me, you're not alone at all. I think we face such challenges to help sculpt us into the person we need to be. When I look at it that way, from a spiritual perspective, it is easier to digest. Just don't give up hope. :) We need you here with us.
Bright Blessings,
Aese
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Permalink Reply by Enlil Ninlil on -
I love stories in which cunning people turned their disadvantages and unlucky events into success, this seems to be start of one of them :)
In my humble opinion, some starseeds would have much easier life if they would focus more on common sense and hard work than spending time and energy on increasing vibration levels, readings and numerology.
Vince said:Regarding my bicycle issue... I emailed the bicycle company and showed them the photos of the crushed battery.
The owner of the company was kind enough to sell me a replacement battery at cost price with free shipping.
Then he found out about my expertise with web sites and he proposed that we do a barter trade to exchange my skills for more bicycle parts he has. I am up for that...
Sometimes shit happens so that good things can come in. If my battery did not get crushed today, I would not have emailed the photos to him and he would not have found out about my skills to propose the trade. Over time, I would get more value out of the $500 + $400 I just had to fork out...
Regarding my Aussie job issue... I have a very clear vision of the life I want in Australia. I know I will eventually get there and I realised that my path isn't the most easy one to take because of my current visa status in Australia. Believe me, I visit Seek.com.au almost every day....
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There are times when I get overwhelmed with emotions. Not very often though as I bounce back quite quickly and often find ways to turn lemons into lemonade.
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Permalink Reply by Chadee on -
Maybe the battery incident happened so this job opportunity could come up? My riend got made redundant so he put out flyers offering his services fixing pcs. He got the flyers cheaply online advertised at £20 per hour (about half of what most pc repairmen ask for) & said if he couldn't fix it he wouldn't charge them. He had to post a lot of flyers but he makes a LOT of money & hes managed to fix every pc so hasn't lost any money. If he doesn't know how to fix it then he just googles the error message he gets to find the solution. If you are able to convert bikes you should maybe advertise that you can do that too. You can put adverts on gumtree for free too. Hope info helps you to decide what is right for. Here's a link about attracting what you want too. l n l xx
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Permalink Reply by Angelica Serena on -
Oh I just want to run up to you and give you a big hug. I am going through the exact same experiences here on Earth and it seems to hard to get things done and there are tons of stupid technicalities and rules and just UGH! I wish things were easier.....
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Permalink Reply by Cows on -
Everything works out in the end :)
Everything happens for a reason!
Those things might needed to have happened. Sometimes what we want isn't what we need.
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Permalink Reply by fairy_laugh on -
Dear brother,
all I can say we are all humans, starseed or no starseeds. If we were human one lifetime and the other we would be reborn as a duck. What would we be? Strange ducks, ducks with inexplicable memories and still DUCKS.
We all are humans my friends, therefore we must succeed in human lives, we must eat, sleep, dress. I believe it's our EGOs makes us think our every thought, deed and 'fart' (pardon me) have universal importance. We live in a reality full of duality - day and night, woman and man, good and bad as we understand it come together. Equal amount of good and bad happen to us, as it's not a lesson or punishment or whatever preachers preach, SHIT HAPPENS. TO ALL OF US. It's part of the game. Maybe we have some lessons once in a while. Let's just don't overestimate our importance. We came here with some mission like every other human did.
I know how it feels to be unlucky, i know how it feels to be in shit pit.
I hope you're going to be alright very soon, dear. I wish it for you and for myself.
Peace
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Permalink Reply by Sierra on -
God yes, its like the worlds out to get me sometimes, like everybody is pitching in to make Sierras life hard lol crazy...
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Permalink Reply by Vince on
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I am now planning to start my own business instead of trying to find employment.
The electric bicycle company and I will definitely work together some time in the future.I think everything turned out right in the end.
I agree with fairy_tear. Shit happens to all of us and it could happen at any time even if you are not thinking about shit happening to you. You can think positive all the time and shit will still happen.
The universe works in mysterious ways. It all makes sense when you look back and connect the dots.
fairy_tear said:Dear brother,
all I can say we are all humans, starseed or no starseeds. If we were human one lifetime and the other we would be reborn as a duck. What would we be? Strange ducks, ducks with inexplicable memories and still DUCKS.
We all are humans my friends, therefore we must succeed in human lives, we must eat, sleep, dress. I believe it's our EGOs makes us think our every thought, deed and 'fart' (pardon me) have universal importance. We live in a reality full of duality - day and night, woman and man, good and bad as we understand it come together. Equal amount of good and bad happen to us, as it's not a lesson or punishment or whatever preachers preach, SHIT HAPPENS. TO ALL OF US. It's part of the game. Maybe we have some lessons once in a while. Let's just don't overestimate our importance. We came here with some mission like every other human did.
I know how it feels to be unlucky, i know how it feels to be in shit pit.
I hope you're going to be alright very soon, dear. I wish it for you and for myself.
Peace
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