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Reuniting Humanity With Their Divinity...It's Time
A lion's roar
My friend once sent me this quote (referring to myself), "It's not easy being a butterfly in a universe of caterpillars." I realized how true this is and was completely overcome with emotion that she recognized that in me. Many of the people on this site and who are aware of their true self, are butterflies in this caterpillar world. I often feel resented by many other people (including my very close friends) because I have unique abilities and skills that I have taken to time to cultivate and perfect. I have mastered things that people can't even begin to wrap their mind around and they reject my ideas and beliefs because it is foreign and a threat to their security of the false reality which we are living in. I actively search for the truth and promote any way I possibly can, but I just can't do this alone anymore.
Reading some of what people post on this site and reading the ridiculous requests of those trying to board the ship on Saturday (which was temporarily unsuccessful due to the collective consciousness sketching mad hard about the whole thing) made me downright embarassed that some of the people that SHOULD know better simply did not. It's very disheartening to hear so many people preach about the truth and believe in what's going on be still SO misguided!
I KNOW I am a very special individual, I KNOW I am different from the rest, and I KNOW I am going to be a wayshower for the future because I am already paving the way for that future. I have great people in my life, but because they don't understand me, and they tend to fear me and fear the truth I fight for. I try SO hard to lead by example and guide people in the right direction, but so many people don't appreciate what I have to give and don't listen to what I have to say! It's very frustrating and very offputting to know this, but I want to say this: I do my part.
I am in nursing school right now, primarily because I hope I can open some closed minds and bright a little light to this dreary place. This is NOT by any means easy and I often feel so drained by it because normal people tend to feed off of my energy. I know that I can put up walls to protect myself from this, but that often leaves me feeling alienated and forced to cut myself off from many of the things I enjoy. I eat healthy, I meditate, I buy crystals, I exercise, I study every single day, I cook, I clean, I ponder, I read the news, I take care of this vessel, and I go places in my mind that no normal person could handle. I live my third dimensional life detached from the illusion and am trying so fucking hard to uplift the world into fifth dimensional consciouness, but you know what? I can't do it alone! I am asking for some help from all of you here. Step up your game now because it's time!
STAND UP PROUD AND STAND UP TALL NOW MY FELLOW LIGHTWORKERS! STOP LETTING THE NAYSAYERS GET YOU DOWN! YES IT IS SCARY, YES IT IS HARD, YES IT IS VERY UNFAIR AT TIMES BUT SERIOUSLY! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU EXPECT? STOP WONDERING AND START DOING. MANIFEST YOUR REALITY, TAKE THAT LEAP OF FAITH, AND LIVE YOUR LIFE!! I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL BE UPLIFTED!
I don't mean to sound angry or mean or insulting to anyone, but I just feel like a lot of the things we are taught or talk about go in though one ear and out the other! My wings have been so heavy upon my back lately and I am beginning to feel them more and more each day. I know the time is near, but we ALL need to do our part to promote te truth. I know it's not a race to see who ascends first or who boards the ship first or what have you, but I just want to see a little more action and doing from people. I am not even really referring to anyone or discussion specifically, but I just have the vibe that somebody needs to bring this up because it is the most crucial task at hand.
You want disclosure? You want to manifest reality? You want to learn about the truth? Then start doing it yourself. Start spreading the news and promoting the truth through your heart-centered words! Embrace who you really are and don't be afraid anymore!! Who cares if some asshole puts you down or is too ignorant and scared to accept the truth? A lion is unconcerned with the sheep's opinion!! Release that illusion of who you used to be and start working on who you really are deep down.
I am willing to do anything to help people realize and I hope I'm not offending anyone, but let's get it going guys!! Let's step it up and do what they are asking us to do! Sending all my love yall's way!
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Admin TeamPermalink Reply by GoldWing on -
A girl after my own heart, love this post Krowdy. ♥♥
Swimming against the tide is hard but at least you aren't going with the flow and ending up in the sewer. :)
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Permalink Reply by Star Gazer ~ Cheryl on -
Good on you Krowdy! I have felt like posting a discussion like this myself! There are so many who claim to be awake, but are so enmeshed in what they perceive to be their 3D reality, that I wonder if they are really awake at all.
I have been awake for 3 months, and in that time have worked bloody hard to be where I am today. Many people have commented on my rapid ascension, and wonder why they are still where they are. It requires effort people. You cant sit back and wait for things to happen. It is up to you.
Krowdy is right. Now is the time. If you dont know yet why you are here, go within. Your spirit is with you always. All you need to do is ask. So many people are relying on outside confirmation to define who they are, but noone can tell you who you are,or what you need. The only person with all the answers is you.
Granted, when you first awaken you will need guidance. I look back at some of the questions I asked when I first woke up, and cringe at my naivety back then. I considered removing some of the posts, but have been contacted by others, thanking me for asking the questions that they were to scared to ask.
We need guidance, and support, but the rest is up to us as individuals. I have a wonderful support person who I am in constant contact with, who guides me,supports me, pulls me up when he knows I know the answers, and constantly reminds me that I am indeed a Spiritual Master.
Everyone needs support and encouragement. We all have days of doubt. Of apathy. Of wondering if it is all real, and when its all going to happen.
I have people constantly contacting me for my advice and assistance, and as I know that it is one of my current purposes to be of assistance and support to those who have not quite yet found there feet, people seek me out. I don't advertise, or think I am better than anyone else. I am a humble servant to my Creator, going where I am guided to go, and assisting those who are in need.
No one knows all the answers, and I often refer people on to others, who's special gifts will be more beneficial to that particular persons current need.
But what everyone needs to remember is; you were selected from many others who didnt make the grade to be here now, to assist Mother Earth and all of her inhabitants with their ascension into the 5th dimension. You are all special. You are all gifted. You all have a special role to play in this coming time, so you need to shed your self doubt, and step up to the game.
Those who seek answers to their questions are encouraged to ask, but remember. We are not here to tell you what to do. Only to guide you. We know you have it in you. Do you?
Love and light to you all. Cheryl.
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Permalink Reply by Zpacefl0wer on -
Love the post :) And I needed this too ^__________^ Let's do the work and not slack around, I mean, WE ARE the most important souls on this planet for its developmet, survival and growth into higher vibrations :):) We should indeed shine our light, let our optimism stay high pitched and do loving service for this planet and those who live upon it. Only the best have been sent here to do this work, and it sure requires that we live LOVE and LIGHT as much as we can, and be aware to raise out awareness whenever denseness hits us. We can truly be masters of our own reality, and we affect the reality of others as well. It's like being small shiny love bubbles in the large bubbly world, embracing other grayshaded bubbles (which juuuust craves for colours!) with rainbow-joy.
Everybody's highest priority is to feel well, right? To feel love, receive it and give it. To be balanced, joyous and at peace. We start with ourselves, we become our own masters and then the work to lift others to awaken to their uniqueness will be fun, loving and wonderful, and we know how to guard from denser energies through high awareness, love, heart focus and wisdom. Without the influence of ego, we don't get offended or struck down by those who try to project just that energy on to us. We send them love, blessings and healing for their highest good instead and keep on radiating light everywhere around us no matter what.
Much love sister! You are wonderful and your "get-it-done!" energy is kickass! :D But remember to take some few well deserved rests as well, don't work yourself to death :0 Balance is crucial for all aspects in life. And just to confirm that there are many on your side, you are definitely not alone! <3 Stay positive and keep being awesome and you will notice more and more people being open to the light that you are shining! :)
Happy living to everybody and abundant blessings! <3
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Permalink Reply by David K. Goshorn on
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Hey, krowdy11, i have felt the same about the awakening I had recently, when you say that you are finding that friends from before dont get it.
Needless to say, the type of people I hung out with would laugh me out of the place if they saw me now, but I dont care. In my life, I was a regular guy, and went fishing, boating, and all kinds of mr man stuff that I had always took interest in.There wasnt anything wrong with that life, it just never seemed to be the real me. In the last few years, I have felt separated from reality, and am seeing certain technological aspects of my life I never understood, to be crystal clear now. it's all really overwhelming, but I am using that huge burst of energy and knowledge to propel myself forward into my new challenge!
As Starseeds, and the like, we need to step up, because that's what is dragging our world down, is a refusal, or disinterest in making the difference.
I know I cant physically go everywhere and illuminate the minds of future awakeners with this knowledge and realization, so I will write. All my life I have been waiting to write and spread the word about Starseeds, I just had to wait for the urge to materialize, and make itself known!
I am looking forward to the new friends I'll meet here, and Cheers to you all!
Littleenki
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Permalink Reply by Astreia on -
Wow, lovely post! Thank you so much for your "lion's roar". I agree, this world needs us to use our voices. We need to spread our light, and really be active in it, living our truth every moment of every day. In this way we can help our Mother to be reborn. My wings have also been feeling so heavy and hurting my back and neck, and I've been experiencing a lot of sinus blockage due to the cold weather in my area, so I'm really focusing on being healthy at the moment. I think we all should take time to give to ourselves, because our environments can be very toxic to our energy.
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Permalink Reply by Leiah Angélica on -
hahah.. I love your style
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